Billy’s father Home Studio, Chicago (IL)
Details
- Date:
- 1988.03.??
- Location:
- Billy’s father Home Studio, Chicago (IL), United States
- Type:
- Studio
Additional Information
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Track List
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Billy’s father Home Studio, Chicago (IL)
- 1 . The Vigil
Details
Title extra: (aka It Suits Me Well)
Length: 3:35
Additional Info: It Suits Me Well is an early title for The Vigil. Released on the Nothing Ever Changes tape.
Lyrics
And I saw right through
And though I knew
You know it suits me well
I wait for you
I dream about you
You know it suits me well
Bound by your leaving
I’d since forgotten
I knew it then
But then I closed my mind
To truth, the awful
The awful words
You know my hands are tied
Bound by your leaving
You know my hands are tied
Wishing you were by my side
You know it suits me well
Bound by your leaving
You know my hands are tied
Wishing you were by my side
Well it seems to show
Only when I’m alone
All alone
Only when I’m all alone
It suits me well
- 2 . Nothing And Everything
Details
Title extra: (aka Breathe)
Length: 4:50
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 2036421
Additional Info: Released on the Nothing Ever Changes tape.
Lyrics
Hiding behind my hair today
My eyes dance with fire
The thought of living here
And the bounds I transpire
Walking in this slow-motion town
I seem to think so fast
Standing with your mannequin
I try to hold my breath
The grave that bears my name
Transpires in a dream
I dream immortality
Yet I fall in vain
Cause as long as I don't breathe
I'll never be like them
Standing with your mannequin
I try to hold my breath
If you go and I would stay
And you would call my name
I would cry, yes, I would cry
Walking in or walking out
Is the same as talking about my heart
My heart
Hiding behind my hair today
Wishing I was far away
Walking in this slow-motion town
I seem to think so fast
Standing with your mannequin
I try to hold my breath
If you go and I would stay
And you would call my name
I would cry, yes, I would cry
Walking in or walking out
Is the same as talking about my heart
My heart
If you go and I would stay
And you would call my name
I would cry, yes, I would cry
If you go and I would stay
You would call my name
I would die, yes, I would die
Walking in or walking out
Is the same as talking about my heart
My heart
- 3 . Holiday
Lyrics
Open up your heart
And let your demons out
Open up your heart
And let your demons out
I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting for you
I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting
Yes it’s true
Gather up your words
And realize your worth
Gather up your words
And celebrate this birth
I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting for you
I’ve been waiting, hesitating
Yes it’s true
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
Open up your heart
Open up your heart
I’ve been waiting, waiting, waiting for you
Hesitating-tating, waiting for you
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
I can’t throw it away
I can’t for another holiday
For another holiday
For another, another holiday - 4 . Cross
Lyrics
Rushing words through sound that’s
Killing words through pain
Question indecision
Rules that we’ll break
The end no more’s a teacher
On his knees
A splinter in Jehovah
Too hopeless, I’m weak
Caution wanes and strengthens
As djehoti speaks
Through spittle and goliath
Protector of me
Misfortune crash you down
Tugging you to the sea
Misfortune stops your heart
Only to heal
Hang me on a cross now
Hang me on a dream
Hang me on my cross to bear
Hang me on a seam
Hang me on my cross now
Hang me on a dream
Hang me on my cross to bear
Hang me on a seam - 5 . My Dahlia
Details
Title extra: (aka Break)
Track Length: 3:52
Additional Info: Break is an early working title for My Dahlia.
Lyrics
To taste my fear
Summon up your demons, dear
I left you open
Wondering
When you lie to break my heart
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
I breathe in shade
Fluent in the choices made
My words, my summons
Say I dare
When you lie to break my heart
When you lie, I’ll break, I’ll break, to break
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
Anyone can see
You’re laughing down at me
It’s easy for you now
No room for kings
Queens are what we gather here
I left you open
Wondering
When you lie to break my heart
When you lie, I’ll break, I’ll break, to break
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
Anyone can see
You’re laughing down at me
It’s easy for you now - 6 . Death Of A Mind
Lyrics
Quiet walls sputter yes
Rolling tears of pain
Must I go into your hiding room
Using your loss to gain
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in the sun
I never fear
Quiet confusion haunts me still
My will can’t reign
Must I go into your hiding room
Using your loss to gain
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in the sun
I’ll know that I never fear
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in my sun
I know that I never fear - 7 . Armed To The Teeth
Lyrics
Armed to the teeth
With everyone you meet
They are taxes at the door(?)
Are we
Settled on the beat
They are honored on the floor
On and on
On and on and on and on and on and on and on
Settled on the sheets
With everyone you meet
They are on honored on the floor
Are we
Settled on the beat
They are honored on the floor
On and on
On and on and on and on and on and on and on
Armed to the teeth
With everyone you meet
They are taxes at your door (?)
Are we
Settled on the beat
They are honoured on the floor
It’s my party
It’s my party and I’ll go if I want
On and on
On and on and on and on and on and on and on - 8 . Screaming
Lyrics
STILL NEEDS TO BE WRITTEN OUT!
- 1 . The Vigil
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