Redbird Arena, Normal (IL)

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concerts
Date:
1994.03.23
Location:
Redbird Arena, Normal (IL),
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  • Redbird Arena, Normal (IL)
    •  1 . -soundcheck –
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      Title extra: -soundcheck (begin)- live 1994.03.23

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    •  2 . Geek U.S.A.
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 5:13

      BMI Number: 1810464

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      Lover lover let's pretend

      We're born as innocents

      Cast into the world

      With apple eyes

      To wish wish dangerous

      My dear delirious

      To try and leave

      The rest of us behind

      Shot full of diamonds

      And a million years

      The disappointed disappear

      Like they were never here

      Kiss kiss all of this

      The hiss that we had missed

      And understand what can't be understood

      Sear those thoughts of me

      Alone and unhappy

      I never liked me anyway

      If by chance

      Or circumstance

      We should fail

      Don't be so sad

      Shot full of diamonds

      And a million years

      The disappointed disappear

      Like they were never here

      In a dream

      We are connected

      Siamese twins

      At the wrist

      And then I knew we'd been forsaken

      Expelled from paradise

      I can't believe them

      When they say that it's alright

      Words can't define what I feel inside

      Who needs them?

      Caught with this virus of my mind

      I give in to my disease, of my needs

      To my disease, of my needs

      She really loves to break

      Her dad says its OK

      She really loves to break

      And give it all away

      Her ma says she's afraid

      What more can she fake

      She really needs to break

      And give herself away

      She gave it all away

      She gave it all away

      She gave it all away

      We really love the USA

    •  3 . Tristessa
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 3:32

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1545694

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      Pledge your faith

      I hardly breathe

      Struggle to return

      Blurry mind

      So hypnotized

      Fast enough to move

      Wonder where you are

      Tristessa

      Soul takes soul as eye take eye

      I will wait for you

      What you believe you'll wish to receive

      Won't believe in who, you

      Hang on to your life

      Tristessa

      I love you too

      Surely I do

      I love you too

      Surely I do

      Surely I do

      Surely I do

      No, no, no

      Did you ever wake up

      And find yourself alone

      Did you ever wake up far from home

      What you believe you'll wish to receive

      Won't believe in who

      Tristessa

      Tristessa

      Tristessa

    •  4 . Siva
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 4:20

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      BMI Number: 1351044

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      I spin off and lose my head

      Throwing stray a spark instead

      Gather strength down in my heel

      And dig it in the world I peel

      Way down deep within my heart

      Lies a soul that's torn apart

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don't live - I inhale

      I don't give - I unveil

      Don't want to live in your misery

      I don't live - I inhale

      Sprinkle all my kisses on your head

      Stars full of wishes fill our beds

      She said, "I'm dead"

      All this pain smothers me

      Like a bomb that you can't see

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don't live - I inhale

      I don't give - I unveil

      I don't live - I inhale

      I don't live

    •  5 . Hummer
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 6:56

      BMI Number: 1776119

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      Faith lies in

      The ways of sin

      I chased the charmed

      But I don't want them anymore

      And in their eyes I was alive

      A fool's disguise

      Take me away from you

      Shame my tongue

      Fat with promise all along

      But when I woke up from that sleep

      I was happier than I'd ever been

      When you decide

      That your life is a prize

      Renew and revive

      It's alright honey

      It's alright, yeah

      Happiness will make you wonder

      Will I feel OK?

      It scares the disenchanted

      Far away

      Yeah I want something new

      But what am I supposed to do about you

      Yeah I love you, it's true

      Life's a bummer

      When you're a hummer

      Life's a drag

      Ask yourself a question

      Anyone but me

      I ain't free

      Ask yourself a question

      Anyone but me

      I ain't free

      Do you feel

      Love is real?

    •  6 . How Many More Times
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Additional Info:

      Cover of Led Zeppelin.


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      How many more times

      Treat me the way you wanna do

      How many more times

      Treat me the way you wanna do

      When I give you all my love

      Please, please be true

      I'll give you all I've got to give

      Rings, pearls, and all

      I'll give you all I've got to give

      Rings, pearls, and all

      I've got to get you together baby

      I'm sure, sure you're gonna crawl

      Oh, wanna love some other man too

      I was a young man, I couldn't resist

      Started thinkin' it all over, just what I had missed

      Got me a girl and I kissed her and then and then

      Whoops, oh lord, well I did it again

      Now I've got ten children of my own

      I got another child on the way that makes eleven

      But I'm in constant heaven

      I know it's alright in my mind

      'Cause I got a little schoolgirl and she's all mine

      I can't get through to her 'cause it doesn't permit

      But I'm gonna give her everything I've got to give

      Oh Rosie, oh girl

      Oh Rosie, oh girl

      Steal away now, steal away

      Steal away baby, steal away

      Little Robert Anthony wants to come and play

      Why don't you come to me baby

      Steal away, alright, alright

      Well they call me the hunter, that's my name

      They call me the hunter, that's how I got my fame

      Ain't no need to hide, ain't no need to run

      'Cause I've got you in the sights of my gun

      How many more times

      Barrelhouse all night long, alright

      How many more times

      Barrelhouse all night long

      But, I've got to get to you, baby

      Bu' oh oooh, oh oooh, oh oooh, please come home

      Why don't you listen to me babe

      Why don't you please come home

      Why don't you please come home

      Why don't you please come home

    •  7 . Hello Kitty Kat
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 4:32

      BMI Number: 1776117

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      Say hello before you say goodbye

      I should go before you make me cry

      She wants to bleed every drop inside of me

      But I aim to please the little girl inside of me too

      Yeah, yeah

      You know I hate to say it

      Oh no, I always stay

      I don't wanna be like the others please

      Who's sorry now

      Who's sorry now

      If I show you how

      Will you let me down

      Slit my wrists and die a whore

      Love to love to love what you adore

      I can give you anything

      But please let me be your everything, please

      Yeah, yeah

      You know I hate to say it

      Oh no, I always stay

      I don't wanna be like the others please

      Who's sorry now

      If I show you how

      Will you let me down

      Will you let me down

      Who's sorry now

      Who's sorry now

      My love is weakness

      My love is oh so wrong

      My love is sadness

      My love is oh so strong

      My teeth are razor sharp

      My back is fucking strong

      I'll be with you

      But not for long

      No, no

      You know I hate to say it

      Oh no, I always stay

      I don't wanna be like the others please

      Who's sorry now

      Who's sorry now

      Who's sorry now

      If I show you how

      Will you let me down

      Will you let me down

      Please let me down

      Please let me down

      (Song's over)

    •  8 . -unknown song-
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 1:28

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    •  9 . Jellybelly
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 3:01

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      BMI Number: 2035559

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      Welcome to nowhere fast

      Nothing here ever lasts

      Nothing but memories

      Of what never was

      We're nowhere, we're nowhere, we're nowhere to be

      Nowhere, we're nowhere, we're nowhere to see

      Living makes me sick

      So sick I wish I'd die

      Down in the belly of the beast

      I can't lie

      You're nowhere, you're nowhere, you're nowhere to be

      Nowhere, you're nowhere, you're nowhere to see

      There's nothing left to do

      There's nothing left to feel

      Doesn't matter what you want, so

      To make yourself feel better

      You make it so you'll never

      Give in to your forevers

      And live for always

      And forever, forever, you're forever to be

      Forever, forever, you're forever to me

    • 10 . Disarm
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 3:17

      BMI Number: 1776748

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      Disarm you with a smile

      And cut you like you want me to

      Cut that little child

      Inside of me and such a part of you

      Ooh, the years burn

      I used to be a little boy

      So old in my shoes

      And what I choose is my choice

      What's a boy supposed to do?

      The killer in me is the killer in you

      My love

      I send this smile over to you

      Disarm you with a smile

      And leave you like they left me here

      To wither in denial

      The bitterness of one who's left alone

      Ooh, the years burn

      Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

      I used to be a little boy

      So old in my shoes

      And what I choose is my voice

      What's a boy supposed to do?

      The killer in me is the killer in you

      My love

      I send this smile over to you

      The killer in me is the killer in you

      Send this smile over to you

      The killer in me is the killer in you

      Send this smile over to you

      The killer in me is the killer in you

      Send this smile over to you

    • 11 . Jackboot
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23 #1

      Track Length: 5:05

      Additional Info: Instrumental (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release). This guitarjam was many times included in the song Silverfuck during the Siamese Dream era concerts.

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    • 12 . Rocket
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 4:06

      BMI Number: 1776746

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      Bleed in your own light

      Dream of your own life

      I miss me

      I miss everything I'll never be

      And on, and on

      I torch my soul to show

      The world that I am pure

      Deep inside my heart

      No more lies

      A crown of horns

      An image formed deformed

      The mark I've borne

      A mark of scorn to you

      Consume my love, devour my hate

      Only powers my escape

      The moon is out, the stars invite

      I think I'll leave tonight

      So soon I'll find myself alone

      To relax and fade away

      Do you know what's coming down

      Do you know I couldn't stay free?

      I shall be free

      I shall be free

      I shall be free

      I shall be free

      I shall be free free

      Free of those voices inside me

      I shall be free

      I shall be free

    • 13 . Quiet
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 3:41

      BMI Number: 1776118

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      Quiet

      I am sleeping

      In here

      We need a little hope

      For years

      I've been sleeping

      Helpless

      Couldn't tell a soul

      Be ashamed

      Of the mess you've made

      My eyes never forget, you see

      Behind me

      Silent

      Metal mercies

      Castrate

      Boys to the bone

      Jesus

      Are you listening?

      Up there

      To anyone at all

      We are the fossils

      The relics of our time

      We mutilate the meanings

      So they're easy to deny

      Be ashamed

      Of the mess you've made

      My eyes never forget, you see

      Behind me

      Quiet

      I am sleeping

      Quiet

      I am sleeping

      Quiet

      I don't trust you

      I can't hear you

      Be ashamed

      Of the mess you've made

      My eyes never forget, you see

      Behind me

      Behind me

      The grace of falling snow

      Cover up everything you know

      Come save me from the awful sound

      Of nothing

    • 14 . Today
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 3:19

      BMI Number: 1776114

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      Today is the greatest

      Day I've ever known

      Can't live for tomorrow,

      Tomorrow's much too long

      I'll burn my eyes out

      Before I get out

      I wanted more

      Than life could ever grant me

      Bored by the chore

      Of saving face

      Today is the greatest

      Day I've ever known

      Can't wait for tomorrow

      I might not have that long

      I'll tear my heart out

      Before I get out

      Pink ribbon scars

      That never forget

      I tried so hard

      To cleanse these regrets

      My angel wings

      Were bruised and restrained

      My belly stings

      Today is

      Today is

      Today is

      The greatest day

      I want to turn you on

      I want to turn you on

      I want to turn you on

      I want to turn you

      Today is the greatest

      Today is the greatest day

      Today is the greatest day

      That I have ever really known

    • 15 . Snail
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 5:09

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1361218

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      All your seven dreams

      Are closer than you believe

      As your things come undone

      See you are the only one

      Flower, seize the hour, the day away

      Waiting, waiting for your way, away

      When you wake up you're away

      Throwing your life away

      Someday, sorry coming home

      Sorry, snail

      What you wait for

      Flower, the pain will wash away, away

      When the sunshine climbs through your window

      Into your bed

      When you wake up you're away

      Throwing your life away

      Someday, sorry coming home

      Sorry, snail

      Yeah, live in my home

      Flower, seize the hour

      Flower, away

      What you wait for

      Flower, taste the sunshine

      Flower, taste the sunshine

      Flower

    • 16 . I Am One
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 4:18

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      BMI Number: 603520

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      I am one as you are three

      Try to find messiah in your trinity

      Your city to burn

      Your city to burn

      Try to look for something

      In your city to burn, you'll burn

      Am I as I seem?

      I'm down

      Down, so down

      Time is right for a guiding light

      Try to turn to reasons in your bitter life

      Your city to burn

      Your city to burn

      Try to look for something

      In your city to burn, you'll burn

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

    • 17 . Cherub Rock
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 4:57

      BMI Number: 1776116

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      Freak out

      And give in

      Doesn't matter what you believe in

      Stay cool

      And be somebody's fool this year

      'Cause they know

      Who is righteous, What is bold

      So I'm told

      Who wants honey

      As long as there's some money

      Who wants that honey?

      Hipsters unite

      Come align for the big fight to rock for you

      But beware

      All those angels with their wings glued on

      'Cause deep down

      We are frightened and we're scared

      If you don't stare

      Who wants honey

      As long as there's some money

      Who wants that honey?

      Let me out

      Let me out

      Let me out

      Let me out

      Tell me all of your secrets

      Cannot help but believe this is true

      Tell me all of your secrets

      I know, I know, I know,

      Should have listened when I was told

      Who wants honey

      As long as there is some money

      Who wants that honey?

      Let me out

      Let me out

      Let me out

      Let me out

    • 18 . Drown
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 8:17

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      BMI Number: 346740

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      No matter where you are

      I can still hear you when you drown

      You've traveled very far

      Just to see you I'll come around

      When I'm down

      All of those yesterdays

      Coming around

      No matter where you are

      I can still hear you when you dream (on some versions, "scream")

      You traveled very far

      You traveled far, like a star

      And you are

      All of those yesterdays

      Coming around

      Is it something someone said?

      Was it something someone said?

      Yesterday the sky was you

      And I still feel the same

      Nothing left for me to do

      And I still feel the same

      I wish, I wish I could fly

      I wish, I wish I could lie

      I will, I will try

      I will, I will

      Goodbye

    • 19 . Soma
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 6:40

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      BMI Number: 1776129

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      Nothing left to say

      And all I've left to do

      Is run away

      From you

      And she led me on, down

      With secrets I can't keep

      Close your eyes and sleep

      Don't wait up for me

      Hush now don't you speak

      To me

      Wrapped my hurt in you

      And took my shelter in that pain

      The opiate of blame

      Is your broken heart, your heart

      So now I'm all by myself

      As I've always felt

      I'll betray my tears

      To anyone caught in our ruse of fools

      One last kiss for me...yeah

      One last kiss good night

      Didn't want to lose you once again

      Didn't want to be your friend

      Fulfilled a promise made of tin

      And crawled back to you

      I'm all by myself

      As I've always felt

      I'll betray myself

      To anyone, lost, anyone but you

      So let the sadness come again

      On that you can depend on me, yeah

      Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah

      When god sleeps in bliss

      And I'm all by myself

      As I've always felt

      And I'll betray myself

      To anyone

      TV clip: "...and you need to resist the devil so that he will flee"

    • 20 . Starla
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 11:01

      BMI Number: 1995924

      Additional Info: From 5:27-30, "listen for the police car go by" (Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes). "I met this girl in Dallas when we were on tour with the chili peppa's and that was where I got the idea for the name for the song because when she said her name I thought wow, what a great title for a song. 2 1/4 years later I run into this same girl at a party and I say did you hear that song we recorded using your name, Starla? And she said, no my name is Darla but hey Starla, Darla whatever it doesn't matter, so there you go. Never trust a girl who ends up with well I can't say." (Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes).

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      I'm in here

      Please take me home

      Starla dear, I'm all alone

      When you can't decide what's on your mind, it's clear

      I'm near

      Starla dear

      To disappear takes some more time

      Starla dear, you're on my mind

      Soon, soon I'll be leaving

      Soon, soon I'll be leaving

      I hear all you're saying

      I hear all you're failing

      I'm in here

      Please take me home

      Starla dear, I'm all alone

      When you can't decide what's on your mind, it's clear

      I'm here

      Starla dear

      Serve yourself

      No one else can do for you like you

      No one else fails like me

      In my eyes I burn alive

      Fly like a bird

      No more words just you and I

      High in the sky

    • 21 . Spaceboy
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 4:28

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1776744

      Additional Info:

      After the song, there's a clip from a TV talk show or something:

      "Now it's, uh, kind of strange, and, uh, kinda hard for me to talk about, but I thought maybe you could help- um, when we start getting physical, rather than having intercourse, he ends up just masturbating himself, and I end up feeling very alienated and unsatisfied, and it's really come between us-"


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      Feel it

      Break your bones

      Mr. Jones

      Taste me

      As I bleed

      Taste my need

      And spaceboy I've missed you

      Spinning round my head

      And any way you choose me

      You'll break instead

      Watch me

      Death defy

      Defile my life

      I don't need

      I don't care

      Please

      I want to go home

      I want to go home

      I want to go home

      I want to go home

      'Cause when a lover aches

      That's when a lover breaks

      I want to go home

      I want to go home

      And spaceboy they'll kill me

      Before I'm dead and gone

      And any way you choose me

      It won't be wrong

      And anyway you choose me

      We won't belong

      We won't belong

      We won't belong

      We won't belong

      We won't belong

      We won't belong

      After the song, there's a clip from a TV talk show or something: "Now it's, uh, kind of strange, and, uh, kinda hard for me to talk about, but I thought maybe you could help- um, when we start getting physical, rather than having intercourse, he ends up just masturbating himself, and I end up feeling very alienated and unsatisfied, and it's really come between us-"

    • 22 . Silverfuck
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 9:12

      BMI Number: 1810465

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      I hear your winter

      I hear you rain

      I've failed your summer ways

      And I feel no pain

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear you fade away

      And I hear you crawl

      I gave my life away

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel your pain

      And she was my lover so sweet

      And she was my angel

      And what I've recovered of me

      I put into a box underneath my bed

      When you lie in your bed

      And you lie to yourself

      When you lie in your bed

      And you lie to yourself

      Lie

      Lie

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      (Alright, this take, don't give a fuck.)

    • 23 . Sweet Sweet
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      Title extra: live 1994.03.23

      Track Length: 1:38

      BMI Number: 1776121

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      Sweet sweet sweet sweet little agony

      I don't know just where you've been

      But I'll take take take

      All that you have for me

      In sin

      Where are we going?

      And they all want you to change

      And they all want you to change

      And the sad sad sad

      All the sad faces drown

      In this town

      Where are we going?

      And they all want you to change

      Where are we going?

      And they all want you to change

      Where are we going?

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