live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 4:06

BMI Number: 1776746

Bleed in your own light

Dream of your own life

I miss me

I miss everything I'll never be

And on, and on

I torch my soul to show

The world that I am pure

Deep inside my heart

No more lies

A crown of horns

An image formed deformed

The mark I've borne

A mark of scorn to you

Consume my love, devour my hate

Only powers my escape

The moon is out, the stars invite

I think I'll leave tonight

So soon I'll find myself alone

To relax and fade away

Do you know what's coming down

Do you know I couldn't stay free?

I shall be free

I shall be free

I shall be free

I shall be free

I shall be free free

Free of those voices inside me

I shall be free

I shall be free

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 5:13

BMI Number: 1810464

Lover lover let's pretend

We're born as innocents

Cast into the world

With apple eyes

To wish wish dangerous

My dear delirious

To try and leave

The rest of us behind

Shot full of diamonds

And a million years

The disappointed disappear

Like they were never here

Kiss kiss all of this

The hiss that we had missed

And understand what can't be understood

Sear those thoughts of me

Alone and unhappy

I never liked me anyway

If by chance

Or circumstance

We should fail

Don't be so sad

Shot full of diamonds

And a million years

The disappointed disappear

Like they were never here

In a dream

We are connected

Siamese twins

At the wrist

And then I knew we'd been forsaken

Expelled from paradise

I can't believe them

When they say that it's alright

Words can't define what I feel inside

Who needs them?

Caught with this virus of my mind

I give in to my disease, of my needs

To my disease, of my needs

She really loves to break

Her dad says its OK

She really loves to break

And give it all away

Her ma says she's afraid

What more can she fake

She really needs to break

And give herself away

She gave it all away

She gave it all away

She gave it all away

We really love the USA

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 3:17

BMI Number: 1776748

Disarm you with a smile

And cut you like you want me to

Cut that little child

Inside of me and such a part of you

Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my choice

What's a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile

And leave you like they left me here

To wither in denial

The bitterness of one who's left alone

Ooh, the years burn

Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my voice

What's a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 3:41

BMI Number: 1776118

Quiet

I am sleeping

In here

We need a little hope

For years

I've been sleeping

Helpless

Couldn't tell a soul

Be ashamed

Of the mess you've made

My eyes never forget, you see

Behind me

Silent

Metal mercies

Castrate

Boys to the bone

Jesus

Are you listening?

Up there

To anyone at all

We are the fossils

The relics of our time

We mutilate the meanings

So they're easy to deny

Be ashamed

Of the mess you've made

My eyes never forget, you see

Behind me

Quiet

I am sleeping

Quiet

I am sleeping

Quiet

I don't trust you

I can't hear you

Be ashamed

Of the mess you've made

My eyes never forget, you see

Behind me

Behind me

The grace of falling snow

Cover up everything you know

Come save me from the awful sound

Of nothing

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 4:57

BMI Number: 1776116

Freak out

And give in

Doesn't matter what you believe in

Stay cool

And be somebody's fool this year

'Cause they know

Who is righteous, What is bold

So I'm told

Who wants honey

As long as there's some money

Who wants that honey?

Hipsters unite

Come align for the big fight to rock for you

But beware

All those angels with their wings glued on

'Cause deep down

We are frightened and we're scared

If you don't stare

Who wants honey

As long as there's some money

Who wants that honey?

Let me out

Let me out

Let me out

Let me out

Tell me all of your secrets

Cannot help but believe this is true

Tell me all of your secrets

I know, I know, I know,

Should have listened when I was told

Who wants honey

As long as there is some money

Who wants that honey?

Let me out

Let me out

Let me out

Let me out

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 6:30

Written By: Billy Corgan

BMI Number: 1248201

Planned a show
Trees and balloons
Ice cream snow
See you in June
Could have known
I would reveal
Should have known
I would conceal your way
She knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows
Colors show
After the moon
I should go
See you in June
Your way
And she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows
Open your eyes to these mustered lines
Open your eyes to these mustered lines
The way
And she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows
How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
And she knows, she knows, she knows

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 6:56

BMI Number: 1776119

Faith lies in

The ways of sin

I chased the charmed

But I don't want them anymore

And in their eyes I was alive

A fool's disguise

Take me away from you

Shame my tongue

Fat with promise all along

But when I woke up from that sleep

I was happier than I'd ever been

When you decide

That your life is a prize

Renew and revive

It's alright honey

It's alright, yeah

Happiness will make you wonder

Will I feel OK?

It scares the disenchanted

Far away

Yeah I want something new

But what am I supposed to do about you

Yeah I love you, it's true

Life's a bummer

When you're a hummer

Life's a drag

Ask yourself a question

Anyone but me

I ain't free

Ask yourself a question

Anyone but me

I ain't free

Do you feel

Love is real?

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 3:19

BMI Number: 1776114

Today is the greatest

Day I've ever known

Can't live for tomorrow,

Tomorrow's much too long

I'll burn my eyes out

Before I get out

I wanted more

Than life could ever grant me

Bored by the chore

Of saving face

Today is the greatest

Day I've ever known

Can't wait for tomorrow

I might not have that long

I'll tear my heart out

Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars

That never forget

I tried so hard

To cleanse these regrets

My angel wings

Were bruised and restrained

My belly stings

Today is

Today is

Today is

The greatest day

I want to turn you on

I want to turn you on

I want to turn you on

I want to turn you

Today is the greatest

Today is the greatest day

Today is the greatest day

That I have ever really known

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 4:18

Written By: Billy Corgan + James Iha

BMI Number: 603520

I am one as you are three

Try to find messiah in your trinity

Your city to burn

Your city to burn

Try to look for something

In your city to burn, you'll burn

Am I as I seem?

I'm down

Down, so down

Time is right for a guiding light

Try to turn to reasons in your bitter life

Your city to burn

Your city to burn

Try to look for something

In your city to burn, you'll burn

See you, don't you just want to

See you, I am one

See you, don't you just want to

See you

See you, don't you just want to

See you, I am one

See you, don't you just want to

See you, I am one

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 4:20

Written By: Billy Corgan

BMI Number: 1351044

I spin off and lose my head

Throwing stray a spark instead

Gather strength down in my heel

And dig it in the world I peel

Way down deep within my heart

Lies a soul that's torn apart

Tell me, tell me what your after

I just want to get there faster

I don't live - I inhale

I don't give - I unveil

Don't want to live in your misery

I don't live - I inhale

Sprinkle all my kisses on your head

Stars full of wishes fill our beds

She said, "I'm dead"

All this pain smothers me

Like a bomb that you can't see

Tell me, tell me what your after

I just want to get there faster

I don't live - I inhale

I don't give - I unveil

I don't live - I inhale

I don't live

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 8:17

Written By: Billy Corgan

BMI Number: 346740

No matter where you are

I can still hear you when you drown

You've traveled very far

Just to see you I'll come around

When I'm down

All of those yesterdays

Coming around

No matter where you are

I can still hear you when you dream (on some versions, "scream")

You traveled very far

You traveled far, like a star

And you are

All of those yesterdays

Coming around

Is it something someone said?

Was it something someone said?

Yesterday the sky was you

And I still feel the same

Nothing left for me to do

And I still feel the same

I wish, I wish I could fly

I wish, I wish I could lie

I will, I will try

I will, I will

Goodbye

live 1994.08.20

Track Length: 9:12

BMI Number: 1810465

I hear your winter

I hear you rain

I've failed your summer ways

And I feel no pain

I hear what you want

And I feel that way

I hear what you want

And I feel that way

I hear you fade away

And I hear you crawl

I gave my life away

And I feel no pain

And I feel no pain

And I feel no pain

And I feel your pain

And she was my lover so sweet

And she was my angel

And what I've recovered of me

I put into a box underneath my bed

When you lie in your bed

And you lie to yourself

When you lie in your bed

And you lie to yourself

Lie

Lie

Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

I hear what you want

And I feel that way

I hear what you want

And I feel that way

(Alright, this take, don't give a fuck.)

live 1994.08.20

Additional Info:

Cover of Coolio.

Come on y'all let's take a ride

Don't you say shit just get inside

It's time to take your ass on another kind of trip

Coz you can't have the hop if you don't have the hip

Grab your gat with the extra clip and,

Close your eyes and hit the switch

We're going to a place where everybody kick it

Kick it, kick it, yeah... that's the ticket

Ain't no bloodin', ain't no cripin'

Ain't no punk-ass nigga's set trippin'

Everybody's got a stack and it ain't no crack

And it really don't matter if you're white or black, I

Wanna take you there like the Staple Singers

Put something in the tank and I know that I can bring ya

If you can't take the heat get yo' ass out the kitchen

We're on a mission

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide slippity-slide

With switches on the block in a '65

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide who-ride

Ain't no valley low enough for mountain high

I'm tryin' to find a place where I can live my life and

Maybe eat some steak with my beans and rice, a

Place where my kids can play outside

Without livin' in fear of a drive-by

And even if I get away from them drive-by killers

I still got to worry about those snitch-ass niggas

I keep on searching and I keep on looking

But niggas are the same from Watts to Brooklyn

I try to keep my faith in my people

But sometimes my people be acting like they evil

You don't understand about runnin' with a gang

Coz you don't gang bang, and

You don't have to stand on the corner and slang

Coz you got your own thang

You can't help me if you can't help yourself

You better make a left

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide slippity-slide

I do what I do just to survive

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide who-ride

That's why I pack my .45

Life is a bitch and then you die

Still tryin' to get a peace of the apple pie

Every game ain't the same, coz the game still remains

Don't it seem kinda strange, ain't a damn thing change

If you don't work then you don't eat

And only down-ass niggas can ride with me

Hop-hop-hop your five quickly down the block

Stay sucka-free and keep the busters off your jock

You gotta have heart son, if you wanna go,

Watch this sweet chariot swing low

Ain´t nobody cryin' ain´t nobody dyin

Ain´t nobody worryin', everybody´s tryin

Nothin' from nothin' leaves nothin'

If you wanna have something, you better start frontin'

What ya gonna do when the 5 roll by

You better be ready, so you can ride

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide slippity-slide

When you're living in a city it's do or die

Come along and ride on a fantasic voyage

Slide slide who-ride

You better be ready when the 5 roll by

Just roll along- that's what you do

Just roll along- that's right

Just roll along- that's what you do

Just roll along- that's right

Do you want to ride with me, do you want to ride with me

Do you want to ride with me, do you want to ride with me

Do you want to ride with me, do you want to ride with me

Do you want to ride with me, do you want to ride with me

live 1994.08.20

Additional Info: Cover of Harburg / Arlen.