Loft, Berlin
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Track List
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Loft, Berlin
- 1 . Stonehenge
Lyrics
Many years ago
There were druids & magicians
And they cast a spell on the land
Stonehenge
- 2 . Luna
Lyrics
What moonsongs
Do you sing your babies?
What sunshine do you bring?
Who belongs
Who decides who's crazy
Who rights wrongs where others cling?
I'll sing for you
If you want me to
I'll give to you
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break
I go along
Just because I'm lazy
I go along to be with you
And those moonsongs
That you sing your babies
Will be the songs to see you through
I'll hear your song
If you want me to
I'll sing along
And it's a chance I'll have to take
And it's a chance I'll have to break
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
With you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
So in love
I'm in love with you
I'm
I'm so in love
I'm in love with you
- 3 . Geek U.S.A.
Lyrics
Lover lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes
To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had missed
And understand what can't be understood
Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway
If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be so sad
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist
And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright
Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs
She really loves to break
Her dad says its OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away
Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
We really love the USA
- 4 . Rocket
Lyrics
Bleed in your own light
Dream of your own life
I miss me
I miss everything I'll never be
And on, and on
I torch my soul to show
The world that I am pure
Deep inside my heart
No more lies
A crown of horns
An image formed deformed
The mark I've borne
A mark of scorn to you
Consume my love, devour my hate
Only powers my escape
The moon is out, the stars invite
I think I'll leave tonight
So soon I'll find myself alone
To relax and fade away
Do you know what's coming down
Do you know I couldn't stay free?
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free
I shall be free free
Free of those voices inside me
I shall be free
I shall be free
- 5 . Bury Me
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 4:46
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 161297
Lyrics
(Over you, like an angel)
Bury me in love
Bury me in love
Shared your kisses
Shame your heart
Buried me and it hurts
I love my sister so (chain, unchain)
She don't smother me (chain, unchain, unchain)
I played the spades I know (unchain)
I'm a jack of all trades
Would you bury me
Want to see her born inside (hide, hide)
Some of the things you just can't hide
If you see her tell me why (hide, hide)
Why won't she come outside
If you see her tell me why (hide, hide)
Why won't she come outside
Want to see her born inside (hide, hide)
Some of the things you just can't hide
She waits, bury me
She waits, bury me
- 6 . Disarm
Lyrics
Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you
Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
- 7 . Hello Kitty Kat
Lyrics
Say hello before you say goodbye
I should go before you make me cry
She wants to bleed every drop inside of me
But I aim to please the little girl inside of me too
Yeah, yeah
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Slit my wrists and die a whore
Love to love to love what you adore
I can give you anything
But please let me be your everything, please
Yeah, yeah
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who's sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Will you let me down
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now
My love is weakness
My love is oh so wrong
My love is sadness
My love is oh so strong
My teeth are razor sharp
My back is fucking strong
I'll be with you
But not for long
No, no
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don't wanna be like the others please
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now
Who's sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Will you let me down
Please let me down
Please let me down
(Song's over)
- 8 . Window Paine
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 5:49
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 1678959
Lyrics
Window paine around my heart
Shadow stream around my heart
Do what you're gonna do
And say what you're gonna say
Do what you're gonna do
Yeah, start today
Start today
Windblown shame around my heart
Shadow screen around my heart
What are you coming to?
Script down to the bone
Love me, leave me
On your own, all alone
Do what you're gonna do
And say what you're gonna say
Do what you're gonna do
Yeah, start today
Start today
- 9 . Tristessa
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 3:32
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 1545694
Lyrics
Pledge your faith
I hardly breathe
Struggle to return
Blurry mind
So hypnotized
Fast enough to move
Wonder where you are
Tristessa
Soul takes soul as eye take eye
I will wait for you
What you believe you'll wish to receive
Won't believe in who, you
Hang on to your life
Tristessa
I love you too
Surely I do
I love you too
Surely I do
Surely I do
Surely I do
No, no, no
Did you ever wake up
And find yourself alone
Did you ever wake up far from home
What you believe you'll wish to receive
Won't believe in who
Tristessa
Tristessa
Tristessa
- 10 . Spaceboy
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 4:28
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 1776744
Additional Info:
After the song, there's a clip from a TV talk show or something:
"Now it's, uh, kind of strange, and, uh, kinda hard for me to talk about, but I thought maybe you could help- um, when we start getting physical, rather than having intercourse, he ends up just masturbating himself, and I end up feeling very alienated and unsatisfied, and it's really come between us-"
Lyrics
Feel it
Break your bones
Mr. Jones
Taste me
As I bleed
Taste my need
And spaceboy I've missed you
Spinning round my head
And any way you choose me
You'll break instead
Watch me
Death defy
Defile my life
I don't need
I don't care
Please
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
'Cause when a lover aches
That's when a lover breaks
I want to go home
I want to go home
And spaceboy they'll kill me
Before I'm dead and gone
And any way you choose me
It won't be wrong
And anyway you choose me
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
After the song, there's a clip from a TV talk show or something: "Now it's, uh, kind of strange, and, uh, kinda hard for me to talk about, but I thought maybe you could help- um, when we start getting physical, rather than having intercourse, he ends up just masturbating himself, and I end up feeling very alienated and unsatisfied, and it's really come between us-"
- 11 . Kill Your Parents
Lyrics
Instrumental, but ends with Billy saying:
5, 4, 3, 2, 1
Last song, fast song (best song) - 12 . Siva
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 4:20
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 1351044
Lyrics
I spin off and lose my head
Throwing stray a spark instead
Gather strength down in my heel
And dig it in the world I peel
Way down deep within my heart
Lies a soul that's torn apart
Tell me, tell me what your after
I just want to get there faster
I don't live - I inhale
I don't give - I unveil
Don't want to live in your misery
I don't live - I inhale
Sprinkle all my kisses on your head
Stars full of wishes fill our beds
She said, "I'm dead"
All this pain smothers me
Like a bomb that you can't see
Tell me, tell me what your after
I just want to get there faster
I don't live - I inhale
I don't give - I unveil
I don't live - I inhale
I don't live
- 13 . Hummer
Lyrics
Faith lies in
The ways of sin
I chased the charmed
But I don't want them anymore
And in their eyes I was alive
A fool's disguise
Take me away from you
Shame my tongue
Fat with promise all along
But when I woke up from that sleep
I was happier than I'd ever been
When you decide
That your life is a prize
Renew and revive
It's alright honey
It's alright, yeah
Happiness will make you wonder
Will I feel OK?
It scares the disenchanted
Far away
Yeah I want something new
But what am I supposed to do about you
Yeah I love you, it's true
Life's a bummer
When you're a hummer
Life's a drag
Ask yourself a question
Anyone but me
I ain't free
Ask yourself a question
Anyone but me
I ain't free
Do you feel
Love is real?
- 14 . I Am One
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Track Length: 4:18
Written By: Billy Corgan + James Iha
BMI Number: 603520
Lyrics
I am one as you are three
Try to find messiah in your trinity
Your city to burn
Your city to burn
Try to look for something
In your city to burn, you'll burn
Am I as I seem?
I'm down
Down, so down
Time is right for a guiding light
Try to turn to reasons in your bitter life
Your city to burn
Your city to burn
Try to look for something
In your city to burn, you'll burn
See you, don't you just want to
See you, I am one
See you, don't you just want to
See you
See you, don't you just want to
See you, I am one
See you, don't you just want to
See you, I am one
- 15 . Lookout Loretta
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01
Additional Info: Only mentioned because another Smashing Pumpkins site talks about it, as a track performed on 1992/09/02 - in the Loft in Berlin, Germany. No further information.
Lyrics
Instrumental.
- 16 . Drown
Details
Title extra: live 1992.09.01 #1
Track Length: 8:17
Written By: Billy Corgan
BMI Number: 346740
Lyrics
No matter where you are
I can still hear you when you drown
You've traveled very far
Just to see you I'll come around
When I'm down
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
No matter where you are
I can still hear you when you dream (on some versions, "scream")
You traveled very far
You traveled far, like a star
And you are
All of those yesterdays
Coming around
Is it something someone said?
Was it something someone said?
Yesterday the sky was you
And I still feel the same
Nothing left for me to do
And I still feel the same
I wish, I wish I could fly
I wish, I wish I could lie
I will, I will try
I will, I will
Goodbye
- 17 . The End
Lyrics
This is the end...
(spoken):
And he walked on down that hall
And he walked into the gallery of Romes, and he said,
"Mother, I've got a few spatulas."
And then he walked on down the hall, and he said,
"Father, have you got a dime to spare?"
- 18 . When You Wish Upon A Star
Lyrics
When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you
If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do
Fate is kind
She brings to those to love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing
Like a bolt out of the blue
Fate steps in and sees you through
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true
- 19 . Silverfuck
Lyrics
I hear your winter
I hear you rain
I've failed your summer ways
And I feel no pain
I hear what you want
And I feel that way
I hear what you want
And I feel that way
I hear you fade away
And I hear you crawl
I gave my life away
And I feel no pain
And I feel no pain
And I feel no pain
And I feel your pain
And she was my lover so sweet
And she was my angel
And what I've recovered of me
I put into a box underneath my bed
When you lie in your bed
And you lie to yourself
When you lie in your bed
And you lie to yourself
Lie
Lie
Bang bang you're dead hole in your head
Bang bang you're dead hole in your head
Bang bang you're dead hole in your head
Bang bang you're dead hole in your head
I hear what you want
And I feel that way
I hear what you want
And I feel that way
(Alright, this take, don't give a fuck.)
- 20 . Star Spangled Banner
Lyrics
Oh say can you see
By the dawn's early light
What so proudly we hail
By the twilight's last gleaming
Whose broad stripes and bright stars
Through the perilous night
O'er the ramparts we watched
Were so gallantly streaming
And the rocket's red glare
The bombs, bombs, boom! in air
Gave proof through the night
That our flag was still there
Oh say does that star-spangled banner yet wave
From the land of the free
And the home of the brave
- 1 . Stonehenge
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