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With help from SPFC.org:

“SP radio is launched at the official site, featuring two different 24/7 streams, titled Punch Drunk and Dizzy and

Collapsing Cities. A third stream entitled Glass Towers replaces these later on. The streams encompass the band’s career and include such rarities as “My Eternity” studio and “I Want you to Want me.””

The pic shown is the section at www.smashingpumpkins.com where visitors could listen to the tracks in the jukebox. It’s not available anymore, we are not sure when it stopped exactly, probably in 2001 somewhere.

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Track List

  • Smashing Pumpkins Radio
    •  1 . -Punch Drunk + Dizzy-
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    •  2 . Rock On
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 6:42

      Additional Info: Cover of David Essex

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      Hey kids, rock and roll

      Rock on, ooh my soul

      Hey kids, it’s no use sleepin’

      Lost out, summertime blues

      Jump up and die in your blue suede shoes

      Hey kids, rock and roll

      We’re gonna rock on

      Where do we go from here

      Which is the way that’s clear

      Still looking for that blue jean baby queen

      Prettiest girl I’ve ever seen

      See her die on my movie screens every day

      Rock on

      Hey kids, rock and roll

      Rock on, ooh my soul

      Hey kids it’s no use dreamin’

      Lost out and full of doubt

      Shut up, cracked out

      Hey kids, rock and roll

      We’re gonna rock on

      Where do we go from here

      Which is the way that’s clear

      Where do we go from here

      Which is the way that’s clear

      Still lookin’ for that blue jean baby queen

      Prettiest girl I’ve never seen

      See her die on my movie screens every day

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      And the cradle will rock

      Yes, the cradle, the cradle will rock

      I said rock on

      Rock on

      Everybody wants some

      I want some too

      Everybody wants some

      Hey how about you

      I said rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Rock on

      Hey kids, rock and roll

      We’re gonna rock on, rock on

      To your song

      Hey kids, rock and roll

      We’re gonna rock on

      Rock on

      We’re gonna rock on, rock on, rock on

    •  3 . Blue Skies Bring Tears
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 6:27

      BMI Number: 5246441

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      Unleash the armageddon
      So all the children go to heaven
      I sit by quiet still
      With their pictures on my eyes
      You’ll draw the guns you’re given
      Write down the words as written
      And never disturb the presence
      Of resurrection crutch
      And it’s about time
      It’s about drawing near
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Descend the darkened stairways
      Make hate with plastic playmates
      And fire out remaining traces
      Of your self esteem
      Mainline the deepest secrets
      Lick clean the dirty fingers
      I am a stranger to you
      As you are to yourself
      And it’s about time
      It’s about fear
      Blue skies bring tears
      Don’t you want me (don’t want you)
      As I awake the city sight
      We’ll watch the seasons die
      Blue skies bring tears
      Take me inside your body
      Blue skies bring tears
      Cover me with your soul
      Blue skies bring tears
      To the darkest recess
      Blue skies bring tears
      Is where I wish to go
      Blue skies bring tears
      You are the sweetest flower
      Blue skies bring tears
      That I have ever devoured
      Blue skies bring tears
      I ask for nothing given
      Blue skies bring tears
      For nothing in return
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears

    •  4 . By Starlight
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      Title extra: live 1996.??.??

      Length: 4:43

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035603

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      By starlight I’ll kiss you
      And promise to be your one and only
      I’ll make you feel happy
      And leave you to be lost in mine
      And where will we go, what will we do?
      Soon said I, will know
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?
      Cause her eyes were as vacant as the seas
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?
      And all along, we knew we’d carry on
      Just to belong
      By starlight I know you
      As lovely as a wish granted true
      My life has been empty, my life has been untrue
      And does she really know, who I really am?
      Does she really know me at last
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?

    •  5 . Age Of Innocence
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 3:42

      BMI Number: 5246440

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      We dismiss
      The backroads
      And ride these streets
      Unafraid
      Resigned to
      Scraping paint
      From our bones
      Unashamed
      No more the eye upon you
      No more the simple man
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have guessed
      All is never shown
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      And in my prayers
      I dream alone
      A silent speech
      To deaf ear
      If you want love
      You must be love
      But if you bleed love
      You will die love
      No more the lie upon you
      Cast in stone and autumn shade
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have sensed
      We won’t make it home
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Before the rites of spring
      Come to mean all things
      A little taste of what may come
      A mere glimpse of what has gone
      Cause for the moment we are free
      We seek to bind our release
      Too young to die, too rich to care
      Too fucked to swear that I was there
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have guessed
      We won’t make it home
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no

    •  6 . Today
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      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 3:20

      BMI Number: 1776114

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      Today is the greatest
      Day I’ve ever known
      Can’t live for tomorrow,
      Tomorrow’s much too long
      I’ll burn my eyes out
      Before I get out
      I wanted more
      Than life could ever grant me
      Bored by the chore
      Of saving face
      Today is the greatest
      Day I’ve ever known
      Can’t wait for tomorrow
      I might not have that long
      I’ll tear my heart out
      Before I get out
      Pink ribbon scars
      That never forget
      I tried so hard
      To cleanse these regrets
      My angel wings
      Were bruised and restrained
      My belly stings
      Today is
      Today is
      Today is
      The greatest day
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you
      Today is the greatest
      Today is the greatest day
      Today is the greatest day
      That I have ever really known

    •  7 . Thru The Eyes Of Ruby
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      Title extra: live 1996.??.??

      Length: 5:39

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2107451

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      Wrap me up in always, and drag me in with maybes

      Your innocence is treasure, your innocence is death

      Your innocence is all I have

      Breathing underwater, and living under glass

      And if you spin your love around

      The secrets of your dreams

      You may find your love is gone

      And is not quite what it seemed

      To appear to disappear

      Beneath all your darkest fears

      I believe in never, I believe in all the way

      But belief is not to notice, believe is just some faith

      And faith can’t help you to escape

      And with this ring I wed thee true

      And with this ring I wed thee now

      And with this ring I play so dead

      But no one’s asking for the truth, so let me tell you

      If you spin your love around

      The secrets of your dreams

      You may find your love is gone

      And is not quite what it seemed

      To appear to disappear

      Beneath all your darkest fears

      To the revelations of fresh faced youth

      No one will come to save you

      So speak your peace in the murmurs drawn

      But youth is wasted on the young

      Your strength is my weakness, your weakness my hate

      My love for you just can’t explain

      Why we’re forever frozen, forever beautiful,

      Forever lost inside ourselves

      The night has come to hold us young

    •  8 . 1979
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      Title extra: live 1996.??.??

      Length: 4:08

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2107458

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      Shakedown 1979
      Cool kids never have the time
      On a live wire
      Right up off the street
      You and I should meet
      Junebug skipping like a stone
      With the headlights pointed at the dawn
      We were sure we’d never see an end to it all
      And I don’t even care
      To shake these zipper blues
      And we don’t know
      Just where our bones will rest
      To dust I guess
      Forgotten and absorbed
      Into the earth below
      Double cross the vacant and the bored
      They’re not sure just what we have in store
      Morphine city slippin’ dues
      Down to see
      That we don’t even care
      As restless as we are
      We feel the pull
      In the land of a thousand guilts
      And poured cement
      Lamented and assured
      To the lights and towns below
      Faster than the speed of sound
      Faster than we thought we’d go
      Beneath the sound of hope
      Justine never knew the rules
      Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
      No apologies ever need be made
      I know you better than you fake it
      To see that we don’t even care
      To shake these zipper blues
      And we don’t know
      Just where our bones will rest
      To dust I guess
      Forgotten and absorbed
      Into the earth below
      The street heats the urgency of now (written: sound)
      As you can see there’s no one around

    •  9 . Dancing In The Moonlight
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      Title extra: live 1993.??.??

      Length: 3:52

      Written By:

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      Cover of Thin Lizzy.


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      When I passed you in the doorway
      You took me with a glance
      Should have took that last bus home
      But I asked you for a dance
      Now we were steady to the pictures
      I always get chocolate stains on my pants
      Father says “he’s going crazy”
      Says I’m livin’ in a trance,
      Dancing in the moonlight
      It’s caught me in it’s spotlight,
      It’s alright, it’s alright, the moonlight
      This long, hot summer night
      It’s three o’clock in the morning, I’m on the streets again
      Disobeyed another warning, Shoulda been home by ten
      Now I stay out ’till Sunday, I have to say I stayed with friends
      It’s a habit worth forming, It’s a means to justify the end
      Dancing in the moonlight
      It’s caught me in it’s spotlight,
      It’s alright, it’s alright, the moonlight
      This long, hot summer night
      I’m walking home
      Last bus is long gone

    • 10 . Lover
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      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 2:59

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    • 11 . Tonight, Tonight
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      Title extra: live 1996.??.??

      Length: 4:24

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035564

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      Time is never time at all

      You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth

      And our lives are forever changed

      We will never be the same

      The more you change the less you feel

      Believe, believe in me, believe

      That life can change, that you’re not stuck in vain

      We’re not the same, we’re different tonight

      Tonight, so bright

      Tonight

      And you know you’re never sure

      But you’re sure you could be right

      If you held yourself up to the light

      And the embers never fade in your city by the lake

      The place where you were born

      Believe, believe in me, believe

      In the resolute urgency of now

      And if you believe there’s not a tonight

      Tonight, so bright

      Tonight

      We’ll crucify the insincere tonight

      We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight

      We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight

      The indescribable moments of your life tonight

      The impossible is possible tonight

      Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

    • 12 . Blank Page
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      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 8:24

      BMI Number: 4353772

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      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to say anything
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      Got dressed, drove the state line
      Looking for you at the five and dime
      Stop sign told me stay at home
      Told me you were not alone
      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to hurt anyone
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      You haven’t changed, you’re still the same
      May you rise as you fall
      You were easy, you are forgotten
      You are the ways of my mistakes
      I catch the rainfall through the leaking roof
      That you had left behind
      You remind me of that leak in my soul
      The rain falls, my friends call
      Leaking rain on the phone
      Take a day, plant some trees
      May they shade you from me
      May your children play beneath
      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to say anything
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      Got dressed, drove the state line
      Looking for you at the five and dime
      But there I was picking pieces up
      You are a ghost of my indecision
      No more, little girl

    • 13 . Home
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      Title extra: live 1999.??.??

      Length: 3:24

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      We’ll wander off through the dead of night
      Past wastelands of shattered souls
      Warm by my firelight
      I peer into the darkness alone
      As the Indian Summer of my remembrance
      Settles on my bones
      Cracked and weary, I ask for direction home
      Home, let the word spill from my mouth
      Love, love is everything I want
      I’m one of many more to come
      Love, love is everything I want
      Crossroads outside of town
      The heartbroken faces shine
      The city lights so far and dull
      Turning left I know it’s time
      With an urgent wind upon my rolling heals
      To carry me along
      My face downcast, I turn to ruins past and home
      Home, let the word spill from my mouth
      Love, love is everything I want
      I’m one of many more to come
      Love, love is everything I want
      We’ll wander off through the dead of night
      Past terrors and broken homes
      Wipe the sleep from under your eyes
      Of riverbanks and catacombs
      Sleep into the bee and the sea
      I was to live this life alone
      Lay down Caligula
      Cry out, I know it’s time
      Love is everything I want
      Love is everything I want
      Love is everything I want
      Love is everything I want

    • 14 . The Crying Tree Of Mercury
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      Title extra: live 1999.??.??

      Length: 4:53

      BMI Number: 5246443

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      This is the song I’ve been singing my whole life

      I’ve been waiting like a knife

      To cut open your heart

      And bleed my soul to you

      I did it all for you

      You and you and you and you

      This is the sound I’ve been making my whole life

      I’ve been waiting for this night

      To clear up all the talk

      Although I’m selfish to a fault

      Is it selfish, it’s you I want

      You, I did it all for you

      This love will stand as long as you

      There’s really no excuse

      I did it all for you

      These are the tears I’ve been crying my whole life

      Like an ocean of desire

      I’m reaching through the noise

      Across the dusk of time

      Within the lilting lights

      I am singing out to you

    • 15 . Eye
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      Title extra: live 1997.??.??

      Length: 4:47

      BMI Number: 4038672

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      I lie, I wait
      I stop, I hesitate
      I am, I breathe
      I meant, I think of me
      Is it any wonder I can’t sleep?
      All I have is all you gave to me
      Is it any wonder I found peace through you?
      Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
      Turn away from light
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough
      I taste, I love
      I come, I bleed enough
      I hate, I’m not
      I was, I want too much
      Is it any wonder I can’t sleep?
      All I have is all you gave to me
      Is it any wonder I found peace through you?
      Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
      Turn away from light
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough, just a touch
      It’s not enough, just a touch

    • 16 . The Vigil
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      Title extra: live 1988.??.??

      Length: 3:41

      Additional Info: It Suits Me Well is an early title for The Vigil. Released on the Nothing Ever Changes tape.

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      And I saw right through

      And though I knew

      You know it suits me well

      I wait for you

      I dream about you

      You know it suits me well

      Bound by your leaving

      I’d since forgotten

      I knew it then

      But then I closed my mind

      To truth, the awful

      The awful words

      You know my hands are tied

      Bound by your leaving

      You know my hands are tied

      Wishing you were by my side

      You know it suits me well

      Bound by your leaving

      You know my hands are tied

      Wishing you were by my side

      Well it seems to show

      Only when I’m alone

      All alone

      Only when I’m all alone

      It suits me well

    • 17 . -Collapsing Cities-
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    • 18 . Heavy Metal Machine
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 6:12

      BMI Number: 5246449

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      If I were alive
      If I were real
      Would you survive
      What would you feel
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      As sentimental as our broken dreams
      Let me die for rock and roll
      Let me die to save your soul
      Let me die, let me die rock and roll
      Let the world forgive the past
      Let all the girls kiss the boys at last
      Let me go, let me go rock and roll
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      We’re the metal, in their metal machines
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      If I were dead
      Would my records sell
      Could you even tell
      Is it just as well
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      It’s elemental, to all the rust it brings
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Let me die for rock and roll
      Let me die and save my soul
      Let me go, let me go rock and roll
      Let the world forgive the past
      Let all the girls kiss the boys at last
      Let me go, let me die rock and roll
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      We’re the metal, in their droning schemes
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Will I survive
      Is it up to me
      Could you understand
      That it’s not yours to keep
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine

    • 19 . The Everlasting Gaze
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 3:29

      BMI Number: 5090964

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      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      Now you know where I’ve been

      As you sleep, torn I am

      Weighted down patiently

      Born of love

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      I’m just living in my head

      Forever waiting on the ways of your desire

      You always find a way

      And through it all, into us all you move

      Forgotten touch

      Forbidden thought

      We can never have enough

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      Found below, the creatures scream

      Stranglehold, a god machine

      Begin to tear us out

      What is hell

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      I’m just the tears inside your head

      Forever waiting on the ways of your desire

      You always find a way

      And through it all, into us all you move

      Forgotten touch

      Forbidden thought

      We can never have enough

      You know I’m not dead

      We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze

      Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway

      But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog

      The fickle fascination of an everlasting god

      You know I’m not dead

      I’m just living in my head

      Forever waiting

      Forever waiting a cruel death

      You know I’m not dead

      I’m just living for myself

      Forever waiting

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

    • 20 . Zero
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      Title extra: live 1995.??.??

      Length: 2:32

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035569

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      My reflection, dirty mirror

      There’s no connection to myself

      I’m your lover, I’m your zero

      I’m the face in your dreams of glass

      So save your prayers

      For when we’re really gonna need ’em

      Throw out your cares and fly

      Wanna go for a ride?

      She’s the one for me

      She’s all I really need

      Cause she’s the one for me

      Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness

      And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me

      Intoxicated with the madness, I’m in love with my sadness

      Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms

      The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth

      I never let on, that I was on a sinking ship

      I never let on that I was down

      You blame yourself, for what you can’t ignore

      You blame yourself for wanting more

      She’s the one for me

      She’s all I really need

      She’s the one for me

      She’s my one and only

    • 21 . Geek U.S.A.
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      Title extra: live 1993.??.??

      Length: 5:13

      BMI Number: 1810464

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      Lover lover let’s pretend
      We’re born as innocents
      Cast into the world
      With apple eyes
      To wish wish dangerous
      My dear delirious
      To try and leave
      The rest of us behind
      Shot full of diamonds
      And a million years
      The disappointed disappear
      Like they were never here
      Kiss kiss all of this
      The hiss that we had missed
      And understand what can’t be understood
      Sear those thoughts of me
      Alone and unhappy
      I never liked me anyway
      If by chance
      Or circumstance
      We should fail
      Don’t be so sad
      Shot full of diamonds
      And a million years
      The disappointed disappear
      Like they were never here
      In a dream
      We are connected
      Siamese twins
      At the wrist
      And then I knew we’d been forsaken
      Expelled from paradise
      I can’t believe them
      When they say that it’s alright
      Words can’t define what I feel inside
      Who needs them?
      Caught with this virus of my mind
      I give in to my disease, of my needs
      To my disease, of my needs
      She really loves to break
      Her dad says its OK
      She really loves to break
      And give it all away
      Her ma says she’s afraid
      What more can she fake
      She really needs to break
      And give herself away
      She gave it all away
      She gave it all away
      She gave it all away
      We really love the USA

    • 22 . Siva
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      Title extra: live 1993.??.??

      Length: 6:04

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1351044

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      I spin off and lose my head

      Throwing stray a spark instead

      Gather strength down in my heel

      And dig it in the world I peel

      Way down deep within my heart

      Lies a soul that’s torn apart

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t give – I unveil

      Don’t want to live in your misery

      I don’t live – I inhale

      Sprinkle all my kisses on your head

      Stars full of wishes fill our beds

      She said, “I’m dead”

      All this pain smothers me

      Like a bomb that you can’t see

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t give – I unveil

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t live

    • 23 . I Of The Mourning
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      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 4:32

      BMI Number: 5246448

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      Radio, play my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      Radio
      Radio, please don’t go
      Radio
      I peer through curtains on empty streets
      Behind a wall of caller I.d.
      No one’s out there
      To hear if I care
      About the troubles in the air
      As I of the mourning now come
      Pick up where my thoughts left off
      Cause I’m home to die on my own
      As my radio plays my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, don’t you know
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      I’ve blown the dust off my guitars
      In the attic with the stars
      I read your letters to feel better
      My tears upon the fading ink
      Cause I of the mourning now come
      Pick up where my thoughts left off
      Cause I’m home to die on my own
      As my radio plays my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      Radio, radio
      Radio, please don’t go
      I sit in the dark light
      To wait for ghost night
      To bring the past alive
      To make a toast to life
      Cause I have survived
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want to change
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want to change

    • 24 . My Eternity
      Details

      Title extra: studio 1988

      Length: 5:40

      BMI Number: 2036406

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      I’ve been here before

      And I don’t know where I go

      Reaching for this door

      And something tells me I’m alone without you

      Heading for the floor

      Turning back unless I’m sure

      Heading for the floor

      And something tells me I’m alone without you

      You take

      My eternity alone, alone

      I’ve been here before

      And I don’t know where I go

      Reaching for this door

      And something tells me I’m alone without you

      Heading back, down before

      I don’t know where I go

      Reaching for this door

      And something tells me I’m alone without you

      To believe

      And I beg

      To see

      And I beg

      (?)

      My eternity alone, alone

      My eternity, alone

      And I fail, …

      My eternity alone, alone

      And I fail, …

      My eternity alone, alone

      My eternity, alone, alone

    • 25 . Speed Kills
      Details

      Title extra: live 1999.??.??

      Length: 5:59

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      Speed kills, but beauty lives forever

      Speed thrills, but beauty knows your name

      I fell ill inside eternal winter, winter

      And stood still beside eternal flame

      And when I ride

      With you tonight

      We can move

      At the speed of light

      With all I’d asked

      And all I’d pray

      The last rose of summer would stay

      First time that I ever saw you

      Crashing hard thru days of pain

      You were one of god’s children

      Left to cry out in the rain

      Waiting to be saved again

      ‘Cause when I ride

      With you tonight

      We can move

      At the speed of light

      And all I’d ask

      And all I pray

      The last rose of summer

      The last rose of summer

      The last rose of summer is gone

      Long gone, gone

      The last rose of summer is gone

      When I ride

      With you tonight

      We can move

      At the speed of light

      Forever young

      Forever blind

      Into the stars

      We rock tonight

      Last rose of summer is gone

      The last rose of summer is gone

      The last rose of summer is gone

      The last rose of summer is gone

      The last rose of summer

      The last rose of summer

      The last rose of summer is gone

    • 26 . Tear
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 7:21

      BMI Number: 4353760

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      The lights came on fast

      Lost in motorcrash

      Gone in a flash unreal

      But you knew all along

      You laugh the light I sing the songs

      To watch you numb

      I saw you there

      You were on your way

      You held the rain

      And for the first time heaven seemed insane

      Cause heaven is to blame

      For taking you away

      Do you know the way that I can?

      Do you know the way that I can’t lose?

      Do you know the things that I can?

      Do you know the things that I can’t do?

      Where is your heart?

      Where is your heart gone to?

      Tear me apart

      Tear me apart from you

      You laugh the light I cry the wound

      In grey afternoons

      I saw you there

      You were on your way

      You kissed me cold

      And for the first time heaven seemed insane

      For taking you away

      Cause heaven is to blame

      For taking you away

      The lights came to pass

      Dead opera motorcrash

      Gone in a flash unreal

      In nitrous overcast

      Do you know the way that I can?

      Do you know the way that I can’t choose?

      Do you know the things that I can?

      Do you know the things that I can’t lose?

      Tear me apart

      Tear me apart from you

      Where is your heart?

      Where has your heart run to?

    • 27 . Window Paine
      Details

      Title extra: live 1990.??.??

      Length: 6:15

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1678959

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      Window paine around my heart

      Shadow stream around my heart

      Do what you’re gonna do

      And say what you’re gonna say

      Do what you’re gonna do

      Yeah, start today

      Start today

      Windblown shame around my heart

      Shadow screen around my heart

      What are you coming to?

      Script down to the bone

      Love me, leave me

      On your own, all alone

      Do what you’re gonna do

      And say what you’re gonna say

      Do what you’re gonna do

      Yeah, start today

      Start today

    • 28 . Bodies
      Details

      Title extra: live 1996.??.??

      Length: 3:48

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2107460

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      Cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need
      Come into my life forever
      The crumbled cities stand as known
      Of the sights you have been shown
      Of the hurt you call your own
      Love is suicide
      The empty bodies stand at rest
      Casualties of their own flesh
      Afflicted by their dispossession
      But no bodies ever knew
      Nobody’s
      No bodies felt like you
      Nobody’s
      Love is suicide
      Now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace
      You can’t help deny forever
      The tragedies reside in you
      The secret sights hide in you
      The lonely nights divide you in two
      All my blisters now revealed
      In the darkness of my dreams
      In the spaces in between us
      But no bodies ever knew
      Nobody’s
      No bodies felt like you
      Nobody’s
      Love is suicide

    • 29 . Girl Named Sandoz
      Details

      Title extra: live 1992.??.??

      Length: 3:46

      Written By:

      Additional Info: Cover of The Animals.

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      Well I met a girl called Sandoz

      And she taught me many many things

      Good things, very good things

      Sweet things

      I met her on a sunny morning

      It was hot but the snow lay on the ground

      Strange things, very strange things

      My mind has wings

      Sandoz, Sandoz you taught me love

      Sandoz, Sandoz you taught me love

      Will you tell me why

      We could all learn something from your mind

      She is very old, you many think she's young

      One kiss from her and you know your time has come

      Good times for all time

      Sandoz

    • 30 . Silverfuck
      Details

      Title extra: live 1993.??.??

      Length: 11:28

      BMI Number: 1810465

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      I hear your winter

      I hear you rain

      I've failed your summer ways

      And I feel no pain

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear you fade away

      And I hear you crawl

      I gave my life away

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel no pain

      And I feel your pain

      And she was my lover so sweet

      And she was my angel

      And what I've recovered of me

      I put into a box underneath my bed

      When you lie in your bed

      And you lie to yourself

      When you lie in your bed

      And you lie to yourself

      Lie

      Lie

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      Bang bang you're dead hole in your head

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

      I hear what you want

      And I feel that way

    • 31 . -Glass Towers-
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    • 32 . Pug
      Details

      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 4:07

      BMI Number: 4353764

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      Kiss and kill me sweetly

      Come and drive me home

      Drag the miles in me

      I am yours alone

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into you

      Desire me so deeply

      Drain and kick me hard

      Whisper secrets for me

      Try to go too far

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into…

      Please don’t change

      Please don’t change at all

      Bring your rain

      Bring your rain to fall

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into you

      Come and kiss me sweetly

      Ride the telephone

      Drag the miles to me

      I am yours alone

      Yours alone

      Yours alone on the telephone

      Yours alone looking for a kiss kiss

      Yours alone

    • 33 . I Want You To Want Me
      Details

      Title extra: (studio 1998)

      Length: 2:19

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      I want you to want me
      I need you to need me
      I’d love you to love me
      I’m begging you to beg me
      I want you to want me
      I need you to need me
      I’d love you to love me
      I’ll shine all my shoes
      I’ll put on a brand new shirt
      I’ll get home early from work
      If you’ll say that you love me
      Didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?
      Didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?
      Feeling all alone and not a friend you know you feel like dying
      Oh didn’t I, didn’t I, didn’t I see you crying?

    • 34 . Crestfallen
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 4:15

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353762

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      Who am I
      To need you when I’m down
      And where are you
      When I need you around
      Your life is not your own
      And all I ask you is for another chance
      Another way around you
      To live by circumstance
      Once again
      Who am I to need you now
      To ask you why, to tell you no
      To deserve your love and sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      And you may go
      But I know you won’t leave
      Too many years
      Built into memories
      Your life is not your own
      Who am I to need you now
      To ask you why, to tell you no
      To deserve your love and sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      Who am I to you?
      Along the way I lost my faith
      And as you were you’ll be again
      To mold like clay, to break like dirt
      To tear me up in your sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      You were never meant to belong to me
      You were never meant to belong to me
      Who am I?

    • 35 . Daphne Descends
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 4:55

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353758

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      With the sugar sickness
      You spy the kidnap kid
      Who kids you to oblivion
      It’s the perfect hassle
      For the perfumed kiss
      He makes you miss him more than home
      You love him
      You love him more than this
      You love him
      And you cannot, you can’t resist
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      Past sidewalk ashes
      A last lovers arc
      You come apart to intertwine
      It was all so simple
      As you watched him move
      Across the darkness in your room
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      And to the winding vines
      The pretty boys dive
      And thru the pinhole stars
      Into the shadow mind
      Will you lose him then
      On some gentle dawn
      This boy is here and gone
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      You love him
      You love him more than this
      You love him
      And you cannot, you can’t resist
      You love him

    • 36 . Behold! The Night Mare
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 5:00

      BMI Number: 4353769

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      I’ve faced the fathoms in your deep
      Withstood the suitors quiet siege
      Pulled down the heavens just to please you
      Appease you
      The wind blows, and I know
      I can’t go on digging roses from your grave
      To linger on beyond the beyond
      Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep
      You’ll find me
      The coarse tide reflects the sky
      And the night mare rides on
      And the night mare rides on
      With a December black psalm
      And the night mare rides on
      What I fear is lost here
      The wind blows and I know
      All you have to do is run away
      And steal yourself from me
      Become mystery to gaze into
      You’re so cruel in all you do
      But still I believe, I believe
      You
      So may you come with your own knives
      You’ll never take me alive
      With all the force of what is true
      Is there nothing I can do?
      I can’t go on digging roses from your grave
      To linger on beyond the beyond
      Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep
      You’ll find me
      And the night mare rides on
      And the night mare rides on
      With a December black psalm
      And the night mare rides on
      I’ve face the fathoms in your deep
      Withstood the suitors quiet siege
      Pulled down the heavens just to please you
      To hold the flower I can’t keep

    • 37 . Perfect
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 3:27

      BMI Number: 4353755

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      I know

      We're just like old friends

      We just can't pretend

      That lovers make amends

      We are

      Reasons so unreal

      We can't help but feel

      That something has been lost

      But please

      You know you're just like me

      Next time

      I promise we'll be perfect

      Perfect

      Perfect

      Strangers down the line

      Lovers out of time

      Memories unwind

      So far I still know who you are

      But now I wonder who I was

      Angel

      You know it's not the end

      We'll always be good friends

      But the letters have been sent on

      So please

      You always were so free

      You'll see

      I promise we'll be perfect

      Perfect

      Perfect

      Strangers when we meet

      Strangers on the street

      Lovers while we sleep

      Perfect

      You know this has to be

      We always were so free

      We promised that we'd be

      Perfect

    • 38 . My Mistake
      Details

      Title extra: (demo 1997)

      Length: 3:54

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      We’re so young

      And we’re so dumb

      With our registered calculations

      And if you dare

      And should I care

      I could destroy you

      And take you there

      As the spitfires begin their descent

      And tragic romantic ascent

      My love is one hundred percent

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Mistake, it was all my mistake

      So suck me through

      Your saliva screws

      I can’t help myself if I don’t know

      The flaws in you

      That were equal to

      The mysteries I’ve almost knew

      And I’ve said this so many, many times

      Can’t help you out of your mind

      So please don’t judge me unkind

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

      And if you pretend

      Please try to offend everyone

      We share the sea monkey disease

      So give me my greatful little piece

      And do what you want as you please

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

      Come back to me, my mistake

    • 39 . Appels + Oranjes
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 3:59

      BMI Number: 4353763

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      What if the sun refused to shine?
      What if the clouds refused to rain?
      What if the wind refused to blow?
      What if the seas refused to wave?
      What if the world refused its turn?
      What if the stars would hesitate?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you going to do?
      What if what is isn’t you?
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      What if the silence let you dream?
      What if the air could let you breathe?
      What if the words would bring you here?
      What if this sound could bring you peace?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you gonna do?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      What if what is isn’t you?
      What are you gonna do?
      It came from your thoughts
      Your dreams and visions
      Ripped up from your weeks
      And indecisions
      What if the sun refused to shine?
      What if the clouds refused to rain?
      What if the world refused its turn?
      What if the clocks would hesitate?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you gonna do?
      What if what is isn’t you?
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      Does that mean you’ve got to choose?
      The feel of something new
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      The thoughts you cannot use
      What are you gonna do?

    • 40 . Shame
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 7:54

      BMI Number: 4353768

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      You’re gonna walk on home

      You’re gonna walk alone

      You’re gonna see this through

      Don’t let them get to you

      Shame

      Love is good and love is kind

      Love is drunk and love is blind

      Love is good and love is mine

      Love is drunk all the time

      Shame

      You’re gonna walk on home

      You’re gonna walk alone

      You’re gonna walk so far

      You’re gonna wonder who you are

      Shame

      Love is good and love is kind

      Love is drunk and love is blind

      Love is good and love is mine

      Love is good all the time

      Hello goodbye

      You know you made us cry

    • 41 . Stumbleine
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 4:02

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995905

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      Boredom’s in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth
      Sally’s in the stirrups claiming her destiny
      And nobody nowhere understands anything
      About me and all my dreams
      Lost at sea
      Jack it up Judy set your heart alight
      Mayfair mistress of the satellites
      Misspent youth- faking up a rampage
      To hold off the real slaves
      Paid off and staid
      And what you never knew
      Can never get to you
      So fake it
      I’ll be your stumbleine
      I’ll be your super queen
      And make you
      Jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore
      No matter what you say he’ll be back for more
      Mommy’s in the manger with the little kids
      She’s got her reasons, got my forgets
      Of tears and idle threats
      Misplaced
      And no matter what they do
      They can’t get to you
      So fake it
      I’ll be your stumbleine
      I’ll be your super queen
      And make you me
      Come around ruby I could never sleep alone

    • 42 . Once Upon A Time
      Details

      Title extra: (demo 1997)

      Length: 4:22

      BMI Number: 4353759

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      Mother I’m tired

      Come surrender my son

      Time has ravaged on my soul

      No plans to leave but still I go

      Fallin’ with the leaves

      Fallin’ out of sleep

      To the last goodbyes

      Who cares why?

      Mother I’ve tried

      Wasting my life

      I haven’t given up, I lie

      To make you so proud in my eyes

      Fallin’ out of sleep

      Crawlin’ over me

      To the last goodbyes

      Who cares why?

      Tuesdays come and gone

      Restless still I drive

      Try to leave it all behind

      Fallin’, fallin’ out of sleep

      Fallin’, fallin’ with the leaves

      I got crawlin’, crawlin’ over me

      Once upon a time in my life…

      I went falling

      Mother I hope you know

      That I miss you so

      Time has ravaged on my soul

      To wipe a mother’s tears grown cold

    • 43 . The Tale Of Dusty And Pistol Pete
      Details

      Title extra: live 1998.??.??

      Length: 3:57

      BMI Number: 4353766

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      Dusty screams

      Through doors and imaginary floors

      “Why can’t you miss me?”

      Pistol pete

      Removes the final breaths from her unkind

      And she is shaken

      What does this mean

      In love or in peace?

      With you lying next to me

      So faithless serene

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

      Alone he roams

      Inside the ordinary catacombs

      Of her waiting

      With raven hands

      She steals and staggers towards her man

      Still scorned by his demon

      Because he’s undone

      Become the language of

      Disaster and love

      Vengeance and dust

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

      Dusty screams

      Through doors and imaginary scenes

      Of hurt and teardrop

      As he holds her down

      In the cold lonely winds

      Together again

      Her inside him

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

    • 44 . To Sheila
      Details

      Title extra: live 2000.??.??

      Length: 6:44

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353753

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      Twilight fades through blistered avalon

      The sky’s cruel torch on aching autobahn

      Into the uncertain divine

      We scream into the last divide

      You make me real

      You make me real

      Strong as I feel

      You make me real

      Sheila rides on crashing nightingale

      Intake eyes leave passing vapor trails

      With blushing brilliance alive

      Because it’s time to arrive

      You make me real

      You make me real

      Strong as I feel

      You make me real

      Lately I just can’t seem to believe

      Discard my friends to change the scenery

      It meant the world to hold a bruising faith

      But now it’s just a matter of grace

      A summer storm graces all of me

      Highway warm sing silent poetry

      I could bring you the light

      And take you home into the night

      You make me real / lately I just can’t seem to believe

      You make me real / discard my friends to change the scenery

      Strong as I feel / it meant the world to hold a bruising faith

      You make me real / but now it’s just a matter of grace

    • 45 . Ava Adore
      Details

      Title extra: live 1999.??.??

      Length: 5:15

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353754

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      It’s you that I adore
      You will always be my whore
      You’ll be a mother to my child
      And a child to my heart
      We must never be apart
      We must never be apart
      Lovely girl you’re the beauty in my world
      Without you there aren’t reasons left to find
      And I’ll pull your crooked teeth
      You’ll be perfect just like me
      You’ll be a lover in my bed
      And a gun to my head
      We must never be apart
      We must never be apart
      Lovely girl you’re the murder in my world
      Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left to die
      Drinking mercury to the mystery
      Of all that you should ever leave behind
      In time
      In you I see dirty
      In you I count stars
      In you I feel so pretty
      In you I taste god
      In you I feel so hungry
      In you I crash cars
      We must never be apart
      Drinking mercury to the mystery
      Of all that you should ever seek to find
      Lovely girl you’re the murder in my world
      Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left behind
      In time
      We must never be apart
      And you’ll always be my whore
      Cause you’re the one that I adore
      And I’ll pull your crooked teeth
      You’ll be perfect just like me
      In you I feel so dirty
      In you I crash cars
      In you I feel so pretty
      In you I taste god
      We must never be apart

    • 46 . Let Me Give The World To You
      Details

      Title extra: (demo 1998)

      Length: 4:05

      BMI Number: 4353805

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      Last chance to make believe in always and all it seems

      Train wrecks hide underneath your umbrella

      Set the frame destiny on this first name soliloquy

      Tired symphonies play downward

      Let me give the world to you my love

      Let me give the world to you my love

      Let me show you what I’m thinking of

      Let me give the world to you my love

      So far

      So far

      So far

      Lovers form dead excuse

      And blur the line with soul abuse

      My lonesome lines just have no use around here

      New skin may hold you in

      But the old skin still turns us on

      Flicker fades the nitrate dawn to wear

      Let me give the world to you my love

      Let me show you what I’m thinking of

      Times are hard and we’re the last in line

      ‘Cause in my grief I’d forgotten what was mine

      No I wouldn’t change a thing

      No I, no

      No I wouldn’t change a thing about the way you are

      The distance here, the speed so far

      So far

      So far

      So far

      Let me give the world to you my love

      Let me give the world to you my love

      Let me give the world to you

      Let me give the world to you

      Let me give the world to you

      Let me give the world to you

      Let me give the world to you my love

      So far

      So far

      So far

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