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Pisces Iscariot

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2012.07.17 
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Although released in Japan, this version is most likely made in the EU, as stated on the insert packaged on the reverse side of the box.



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aka (demo)

Length: 2:36

Written By:

BMI Number: 1995921

Additional Info: On the Disarm release Soothe is called Soothe (demo). Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes about Soothe: "recorded in me bedroom at my old apartment. you can hear the 7am buses slithering by. i used to go to sleep to the flanging car noises. the hiss that we had missed. i really only wanted this to be for me. but my friend said "I really don't think you can improve on that. so i left it be." "a song for my babies. children of the earth and such. i wanted to put this on siamese dream but i wimped out. shoulda coulda kinda didn't but i love it anyhow, makes me cry.".

Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again
When will it start to sway
When will it start to almost break you
Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again
I’ll miss you
I don’t wish you hurt
I forgive you
I don’t wish you away, away, away
It’ll almost break you
Almost take you
Almost break you
Almost break you up

Collection Items:
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)
Version: Soothe aka (demo)

Tours & Recordings:
Version: Soothe live 1994.02.23
Version: Soothe aka (demo)

Length: 3:17

BMI Number: 1776123

Say, now listen here
I wanna be oh so clear
I lost myself
Lost I’ll stay
Between your hands and my belief
And here I am, frail
Frail and bedazzled from all the glare
Tug at my sleeve
My little girl, supermaid
She don’t know that I have
Stole my smile from a Cheshire cat
And all I wanted was to be a man
Since I’ve gave up
I feel free
I feel free
I feel free
I feel free
Two of us less dangerous
It’s all inside our heads
Givin’ in for nothin’ less
Leavin’ me for him
Try to understand
The ones I love and their demands
It’s so unfair when they can’t see
That I’m the boy that really needs
Their love, I suppose
Frail and bedazzled from all the
Frail and bedazzled from all the
Frail and bedazzled from all the glare

Length: 3:37

Written By:

BMI Number: 1995922

Additional Info: "Plume features the maestro phase, on loan from Matt's." (Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes)

Oh yeah, another day

Oh yeah, gotta play

What it is, it never was

I don’t care to give enough

My boredom has outshined the sun

It’s so down low

I just want to have some little fun

Oh yeah, another day

Oh yeah, what a waste

What it is, it never was

I don’t care, or give a fuck

My boredom has outshined the sun

It’s so down low

I just want to have some little fun

Bring me down

Bring me down

Pisces Iscariot version

Length: 4:10

BMI Number: 1776128

Additional Info: Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes: "Another recorded in an hour type thingers that has been in the box. Part of the Glynis lineage-sweet and sadness I've wasted all my years. I must have written that line a zillion times, it just ended up here. Sometimes when I listen to this I hear who we really are. Frail and gentle- it is what is. Rock power x 100. Note scary ending we would play that part for 15 minutes dum-de-dum-de-dum."

I wasted all my years
Been chasin’ all my fears
For another brighter than him
I gave in long ago
To make it to the show
But it’s not easy
When you’re alone
All your prayers
In my ears
Don’t you care
Whir yourself around
Just to fall back down
Whir yourself around
My honey little girl
C’mon lets go for a whirl
It’s still early
The sun is sleeping
She says she wants to marry me
She says she wants a baby
It’s not easy
When you’re scared
Whir yourself around
Just to fall back down
Whir yourself around
All your prayers
In my ears
Don’t you care

Length: 3:32

BMI Number: 1776143

Blew, blew away
But I don’t wanna fade
Blew, blew
And if you love her
You know it will come true
And if you need her
You know that she’ll be there
Stay awake, I lie here
With her and I fall
And when I wake inside you
I know you know I’m yours
Blew, blew away
But I don’t wanna fade
Blew, blew
And if you’re sad, too
Until the angel sings and touches you
Don’t confuse my only life
As it blew, and please don’t ever leave
And I will grieve, and remember thee
Hope to meet you there
And I wanna let her know
That I won’t let her go
I wanna let her know
That I love her so
I’m blew, blew, blew away
But I don’t wanna
Blew, I love you
Blew

1993 SD JP.PI version

Length: 2:31

Written By:

BMI Number: 1776126

Got me a raygun
Got me an altitude
Can’t help feelin’ something’s wrong
With every one of you
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Talk revolution
As if it matters now
I don’t care anyway
Just give me what I want
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Oh, honey
Fill me with your little whispers
Still they think of nightmares
Of a generation sent to burn
Come on honey
Let’s go for a ride
Down where the crickets learn to sing and play, baby
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Trust me instead
Inside your head
Yeah, it’s a motherfucker
Oh, hey
(WOO!)

Length: 4:32

BMI Number: 1776117

Say hello before you say goodbye
I should go before you make me cry
She wants to bleed every drop inside of me
But I aim to please the little girl inside of me too
Yeah, yeah
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don’t wanna be like the others please
Who’s sorry now
Who’s sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Slit my wrists and die a whore
Love to love to love what you adore
I can give you anything
But please let me be your everything, please
Yeah, yeah
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don’t wanna be like the others please
Who’s sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Will you let me down
Who’s sorry now
Who’s sorry now
My love is weakness
My love is oh so wrong
My love is sadness
My love is oh so strong
My teeth are razor sharp
My back is fucking strong
I’ll be with you
But not for long
No, no
You know I hate to say it
Oh no, I always stay
I don’t wanna be like the others please
Who’s sorry now
Who’s sorry now
Who’s sorry now
If I show you how
Will you let me down
Will you let me down
Please let me down
Please let me down
(Song’s over)

Length: 5:22

BMI Number: 1995923

Lost your head

Now you sleep on the floor

What you said

I don’t want anymore

Through the haze

Make your eyes up to ache

Out in space

Days away

Through these eyes

I rely on all I’ve seen

Obscured

Through these eyes

It looks like I’m home tonight

Left for dead

As you sweep out the poor

Things we said

We don’t mean anymore

Tear inside her

Like a fallen kite

Ah, ah, ah, ah, hey, hey, yeah

Through these eyes

I deny on all I’v seen

Obscured

Through these eyes

Ooks like I’m home tonight

What you said

Made a mess of me

What you said

I don’t want

Obscured

live 1993.09.12

Length: 3:10

Additional Info: Cover of Stevie Nicks.

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
Till the landslide brought it down
Mirror in the sky, what is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Well, I’ve been afraid of changing ’cause I’ve
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older too
Well, I’ve been afraid of changing ’cause I’ve
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older too
I’m getting older too
I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in a snow covered hill
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down

Length: 11:01

BMI Number: 1995924

Additional Info: From 5:27-30, "listen for the police car go by" (Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes). "I met this girl in Dallas when we were on tour with the chili peppa's and that was where I got the idea for the name for the song because when she said her name I thought wow, what a great title for a song. 2 1/4 years later I run into this same girl at a party and I say did you hear that song we recorded using your name, Starla? And she said, no my name is Darla but hey Starla, Darla whatever it doesn't matter, so there you go. Never trust a girl who ends up with well I can't say." (Billy Corgan on Pisces Iscariot liner notes).

I’m in here

Please take me home

Starla dear, I’m all alone

When you can’t decide what’s on your mind, it’s clear

I’m near

Starla dear

To disappear takes some more time

Starla dear, you’re on my mind

Soon, soon I’ll be leaving

Soon, soon I’ll be leaving

I hear all you’re saying

I hear all you’re failing

I’m in here

Please take me home

Starla dear, I’m all alone

When you can’t decide what’s on your mind, it’s clear

I’m here

Starla dear

Serve yourself

No one else can do for you like you

No one else fails like me

In my eyes I burn alive

Fly like a bird

No more words just you and I

High in the sky

Length: 3:22

BMI Number: 127267

Hey blue, all your love is strange
Come out with all those crazy names
So true when you lie
For you, blue
Right or wrong
I belong
Right or wrong
Hey blue, where’d you run to now?
Miss you since they found you out
I’ve been waiting such a long time
For your smile, for you, blue
I lay with you this velvet morning
Stay with me for a while
Where we run to is up to you
Just stay with me for a while

live 1991.09.08 Peel Sessions

Length: 3:37

Written By:

Additional Info: Cover of The Animals.

Well I met a girl called Sandoz
And she taught me many many things
Good things, very good things
Sweet things
I met her on a sunny morning
It was hot but the snow lay on the ground
Strange things, very strange things
My mind has wings
Sandoz, Sandoz you taught me love
Sandoz, Sandoz you taught me love
Will you tell me why
We could all learn something from your mind
She is very old, you many think she’s young
One kiss from her and you know your time has come
Good times for all time
Sandoz

Smart Studio 1990.??.?? Version #1

Length: 4:15

BMI Number: 1995926

Additional Info: Take 1 of La Dolly Vita.

I lay my head on her bosom
To cry myself to sleep
I seek no greater wisdom
Than she has given me
La dolly vita
Sweet as true love
La dolly vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream
Even with all her visions
You can’t even stop
Can’t see what you’re missing
Spinning like a top
Fade away I want to see her
Fade away I want to see her
I only want to meet her
La dolly vita
True as blue sky
La dolly vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream
Take it all the way down
Forsake what you have known
Take it all the way down

Pisces Iscariot version

Length: 2:24

BMI Number: 1995927

Dad dad dad
Dead dead dead dead dead
Was I ever alive?
Fucking makes you alive in one minute
Solstice
I am solstice filled with mercury
Filled with mercury
Liquid fucked
See right through your heart
See right through your heart
Fuck your heart
I am mercury liquid pure
Hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doors
I was born alive
I’ll fucking kill you
I’ll beat your soft baby head with my own hand
Careful with that baby
Don’t ever say the h word around him
Ashamed
I am ashamed of my name, say it
I hate the sound of your shit because it means no good
It means cheap, liar, smart ass piece of shit
Change it to raygun you fuck
Billy the loon
Billy the loon
I am mars
I am mars
Billy addly addly addly….
Your name causes shit
While I may be no expert on this reality there is no god but shame
God is hurt, god is cold
Try that once, god is dead
There is not another one
Battle
Cold heart radio
Feedback
The pain
Reoccuring messages of badness
Reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
Wailing lost souls of shame
We are in one hole
Like a cup of mercury phosphate
Brrr
Shuddering around [?]
Taste my shit you wench
Lifting wailing lost souls who stand a chance
Hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder- do not enter [?]
Why why why?
I was born whole
Fractured divided shattered into a billion fragments
A million piece puzzle
A million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that..…

Length: 2:08

BMI Number: 165431

Bye June
I’m going to the moon
It better be by June
‘Cause I’m going to the moon
So June
You’d better make it soon
I hope you make it June
‘Cause I’m going to the moon
Bye June
Bye June
I’m going to the moon
I hope you make it soon
‘Cause I’m waiting on this moon
Bye June
I hope you make it too
I’m wishing you’re there too
I hope you make it June
Bye bye June
Hope you make it to the moon

Length: 3:52

To taste my fear
Summon up your demons, dear
I left you open
Wondering
When you lie to break my heart
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
I breathe in shade
Fluent in the choices made
My words, my summons
Say I dare
When you lie to break my heart
When you lie, I’ll break, I’ll break, to break
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
Anyone can see
You’re laughing down at me
It’s easy for you now
No room for kings
Queens are what we gather here
I left you open
Wondering
When you lie to break my heart
When you lie, I’ll break, I’ll break, to break
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
My dahlia
My dahlia, dear
Anyone can see
You’re laughing down at me
It’s easy for you now

Length: 3:07

BMI Number: 2036415

Jesus loves his babies

Outside in the sunshine

I don’t mind, no I don’t mind

Jesus loves his babies

Even when they’re out of line

I don’t mind, no I don’t mind

I’m fine

Jesus loves his crazies

Keepin’ pace with her rhyme

I don’t mind, no I don’t mind

Jesus loves his babies

Outside in the

Outside in the sun/shine (doubletracked and overlapping)

Sunshine

Over him

Length: 2:40

Additional Info: Cover of Neil Young.

I wanna live with a cinnamon girl
I can be happy the rest of my life
With a cinnamon girl
A dreamer of pictures, I run in the night
You see us together, chasin’ the moonlight
My cinnamon girl
Ten silver saxes, a bass with a bow
The drummer relaxes and waits between shows
For the cinnamon girl
A dreamer of pictures, I run in the night
You see us together, chasin’ the moonlight
My cinnamon girl
Pa sent me money, now I’m gonna make it somehow
I need another chance
You see your baby loves to dance

Length: 4:53

BMI Number: 1776120

[Hello] [speak & spell?]
Here’s a name you cannot forget
Her name is Glynis, yes
And with these tears of respect
Conforms a sadness
For anyone who’s ever lost
One who’s dearest, and the love of a friend
On our worried knees
Given to all beliefs
Scarecrows and disease haunt us all
Ooh, bury your heads in the sand
Ooh, bury your heads
So have we stumbled from grace
Are we being punished for fate
My god is subtle and great
He can’t be wounded
By the gossip and the hate of the frightened
Who took their paths on the sand, yeah
Fear that grips us all
Gives us an awful sound
Can’t help anything but ourselves
Ooh, bury your head in the sand
Ooh, bury your head, yeah
Ooh, bury your head
Ooh, I believe in one love
Ooh, I believe in one love
Ooh, I believe in one love
Yeah, yeah
(Etc.)

Length: 6:54

Length: 3:36

Instrumental

Length: 3:12

live 1992.00.00 Japanese TV, Tokyo

Length: 2:35

BMI Number: 1357742

Additional Info: On the Vieuphoria video / DVD this track lasts 4:12 because of the interview on Japanese TV, added before the song.

Ride on, motherfucker

Sister above

Lead on my lover

Daddy’s not comin’ home

So long my mother

So long ago

She loves me like a lover

Every house is now your home

Even though you lied to me

We love you

Right on, motherfucker

Sister above

Yeah, my lover

Every house is now your home

Length: 3:51

Written By:

Additional Info: Cover of The Ozark Mountain Daredevils.

Ooh-hoo, Jackie Blue

Lives a life from inside of her room

Hides a smile when she’s wearing a frown

Ooh, Jackie, your not so down

You like your life in a free form style

You’ll take it in and spread your love a mile

There never seems to be quite enough

Loving around us when your loving comes

Ooh-hoo, Jackie Blue

What’s a game, ooh, that you never lose

Ask a winner and you’ll probably find

Ooh, Jackie they lost you some time

Don’t try tell me that you’re not aware

Of what you’re doing and that you don’t care

You say that it’s easy, just a natural thing

Like playing music that you’ve never seen

Ooh-hoo, Jackie Blue

Making wishes that never come true

Going places where you’ve never been

Ooh, Jackie, you’ve blown it again

Ooh-hoo, Jackie Blue

Lives a life from inside her room

Makes you think that life is a drag

Ooh, Jackie, what fun you have had

live 1989.03.16

Length: 5:28

Additional Info: Cover of Velvet Underground. Including the introduction of the Smashing Pumpkins by the DJ, as it was the opening song of the radio show. DJ talking for 42 seconds: "Smashing Pumpkins. Hey gang, are ya out there? Is everybody out there? And the band? See, I don't think their mikes are… Yeah, 1 second. Ehmm… Let's see, can you guys hear me? Yeah of course you can hear me. Of course you can hear me. (Billy: Check!) Ah, there we are! Hey everybody! (Billy: Hey.) Hey everybody! Alright, we got the Smashing Pumpkins, and you guys locked down all your equipment and we've got a very live show that's happening right now. Hey, the stage is all yours. This is the Smashing Pumpkins on the WZRD Chicago."

Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather
Whiplash girlchild in the dark
Comes in bells, your servant, don’t forsake him
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart
Downy sins of streetlight fancies
Chase the costumes she shall wear
Ermine furs adorn the imperious
Severin, severin awaits you there
I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years
A thousand dreams that would awake me
Different colors made of tears
Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather
Shiny leather in the dark
Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart
Severin, severin, speak so slightly
Severin, down on your bended knee
Taste the whip, in love not given lightly
Taste the whip, now plead for me
I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years
A thousand dreams that would awake me
Different colors made of tears
Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather
Whiplash girlchild in the dark
Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don’t forsake him
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Length: 3:46

BMI Number: 2036365

Additional Info: On Mashed Potatoes this track is slightly shorter (3:32) compared to the Pisces Iscariot deluxe reissue box (3:46).

Translucent
Overdrawn
False missions
Blow away
Blow away
And I whisper but you can’t hear
Somehow I wonder
Somehow you are near
I hear my heart break every day
I hear you call
And I hear you call
And I whisper when you are near
Somehow I wonder
Somehow you are near
I hear my heart break every day
Yes, every day
Every day
Every day
Yes, every day
I hear you call

Length: 1:49

BMI Number: 1776124

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Bonjour!
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

Length: 2:51

BMI Number: 1813467

All your feelings are the same

Turn around, look around, you’ll see

And all your troubles still remain

Set them down, take what you long to me

I’m your pillar of stone

So when the wind cause’ you to roam

You can call this house your home

Only you

I’ve got reasons of my own

But you might say I’m nothing way along

All your love won’t change

A million miles and a thousand smiles away

All your love won’t change

A million miles and a thousand smiles away

Length: 5:01

BMI Number: 2036419

There it goes
Playing with my heart again
I don’t know when
I’m gonna come up for air
For you now, again
For you now
For you now
And the way you look at me
Makes me happy inside
Knowing all the while
I can’t hide
Come and go
Wasting my years
I was born to fear
That there’s something in the air
For you now, again
For you now
For you now
And the way you look at me
Makes me happy inside
Knowing all the while
I can’t hide
When you’ve thought to come back
Would you take me home?
When you’ve thought come back
All alone
All alone
There it goes
Playing with my heart again
I don’t know when
I’m gonna come up for air
For you now, again
For you now
For you now
And the way look at me
Makes me happy inside
Knowing all the while I can’t hide
When you’ve thought to come back
Could you take me home?
When you’ve thought to come back
All alone
All alone

Reel Time Studios III version

Length: 2:58

BMI Number: 2036373

Do you scream
Or do you dream
I am vanilla
I might consider this an invitation, yeah
More than you think
I need a drink
I am vanilla
I might consider this an invitation, yeah
She is my only friend
I’m with her till, till the end
Yeah, they talk about me
I’m with her all the time
And I wish that she, she was mine
Yeah, they talk about me
I am
I am vanilla
I am
I am vanilla
I might consider this an invitation, yeah
Do you dream
Or do you scream
I am vanilla
I might consider this an invitation, yeah
I might consider this an invitation, yeah

Length: 15:13

Additional Info: A jamsession recorded while waiting in a studio for James Iha. On the Vieuphoria video / DVD this track is cut down with almost 8 minutes…

Instrumental

Length: 0:19

Length: 1:27

(false start) live 1988.11.19 #1

Length: 0:20

Written By:

Additional Info: Disbanded.

(Billy: talking for 40 seconds)
She will never, ever go
Waiting for her man
Waiting for her man
She will never, ever see
Waiting for her king
Waiting for her king of me
Wall to wall I hear the noise
Standard in her voice
Simple in her choice
She…
(Bily: oh fuck! So hard to play this… talking… laughing…joking)

live 1988.11.19

Length: 4:04

BMI Number: 2036402

Under your spell (under your spell)
Under your only light
Under your spell (under your spell)
Under your only light
Take anything you want
This is where I am
Into my shell (under your spell)
Into your only light
Into your shell (under your spell)
I walk a double line
Take anything you want
This is where I am
Isn’t it a shame (isn’t in a shame)
Wondering who I ought to blame (wondering who to blame)
Isn’t it a shame (isn’t it a shame)
Wondering who I ought to blame, yeah, yeah
Under your spell (under your spell)
Under your spell (under your spell)
Under your spell (under your spell)
Under your spell
Isn’t it a shame (isn’t it a shame)
Wondering who I ought to blame (wondering who to blame)
Isn’t it a shame (isn’t it a shame)
Wondering who I ought to blame (wondering who to blame)
Isn’t it a shame
Wondering who I ought to blame
Isn’t it a shame (isn’t it a shame)
Wondering who I ought to blame (wondering who to blame)

(false start) live 1988.11.19 #1

Length: 0:25

BMI Number: 2036406

I’ve been here before

And I don’t know where I go

Reaching for this door

And something tells me I’m alone without you

Heading for the floor

Turning back unless I’m sure

Heading for the floor

And something tells me I’m alone without you

You take

My eternity alone, alone

I’ve been here before

And I don’t know where I go

Reaching for this door

And something tells me I’m alone without you

Heading back, down before

I don’t know where I go

Reaching for this door

And something tells me I’m alone without you

To believe

And I beg

To see

And I beg

(?)

My eternity alone, alone

My eternity, alone

And I fail, …

My eternity alone, alone

And I fail, …

My eternity alone, alone

My eternity, alone, alone

live 1988.11.19

Length: 5:27


(Billy: fuck!)

(Billy: sniffle!)

It’s all I wanted
It’s all I could see
You can watch me bleed
Daylight comes and washes over me, me
Take what you have wanted
This is not your cross to me
And there’s someone beside you
What they want is in what they see, see
Feeling in your arms
Was more than I could see
It’s all I wanted
It’s all I could see
And there’s something inside you
Daylight comes and washes over me, me
Feeling in your arms
Was more than I could see, dear
Feeling in your arms
Was more than I could see
One and two is three

live 1988.11.19

Length: 7:18

Written By:

BMI Number: 2036421

Hiding behind my hair today

My eyes dance with fire

The thought of living here

And the bounds I transpire

Walking in this slow-motion town

I seem to think so fast

Standing with your mannequin

I try to hold my breath

The grave that bears my name

Transpires in a dream

I dream immortality

Yet I fall in vain

Cause as long as I don't breathe

I'll never be like them

Standing with your mannequin

I try to hold my breath

If you go and I would stay

And you would call my name

I would cry, yes, I would cry

Walking in or walking out

Is the same as talking about my heart

My heart

Hiding behind my hair today

Wishing I was far away

Walking in this slow-motion town

I seem to think so fast

Standing with your mannequin

I try to hold my breath

If you go and I would stay

And you would call my name

I would cry, yes, I would cry

Walking in or walking out

Is the same as talking about my heart

My heart

If you go and I would stay

And you would call my name

I would cry, yes, I would cry

If you go and I would stay

You would call my name

I would die, yes, I would die

Walking in or walking out

Is the same as talking about my heart

My heart

(false start) live 1988.11.19 #1

Length: 2:45

Written By:

BMI Number: 2036367

She always waits for someone
Someone who’ll never leave
Revealing her decision
Her arms cover me
My cup holds no one
To anyone believe
She always waits for someone
Someone, someone just like me
Jennifer
Jennifer ever
Jennifer
Jennifer always tells me
Please don’t be afraid
I just want to hold you
I only want you to stay
My cup holds no one
To anyone believe
She always waits for someone
Someone, someone just like me
Jennifer
Jennifer ever
Jennifer
Jennifer
Jennifer ever
Jennifer
My cup holds no one
To anyone believe
She always waits for someone
Someone, someone just like me
Jennifer
Jennifer ever
Jennifer

live 1988.11.19

Length: 6:42

Additional Info: Originally by The Marked, aka Sun.

Quiet walls sputter yes
Rolling tears of pain
Must I go into your hiding room
Using your loss to gain
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in the sun
I never fear
Quiet confusion haunts me still
My will can’t reign
Must I go into your hiding room
Using your loss to gain
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in the sun
I’ll know that I never fear
Walking in the sun
I never fear the light
Walking in my sun
I know that I never fear

live 1988.11.19

Length: 4:45

Written By:

BMI Number: 2036401

Additional Info:

Originally a The Marked (Billy Corgan's band before The Smashing Pumpkins) song.


Your words will one day spite your face
And another mouth will come and take its place
It’ll speak and speak and speak and sputter me dry
I will never understand the motive drive
Marked
You
Are
Marked
In a dream I wander on
To the bell tower, writing songs
So I crumple this page, and rip it up
Never piece my broken heart to you
Marked
You
Are
Marked
Your words will one day spite your face
And another mouth will come and take its place
It’ll speak and speak and speak and sputter me dry
I will never understand the motive drive
Marked
Your words will spite your face
Your words will spite your face
Spiteface
Spiteface
Spiteface
Spiteface

live 1992.06.09

Length: 4:15

BMI Number: 2035541

Additional Info:

Recorded live in 1992, location unknown.


Offer up your vanity

And offer up your sanity

Offer up your everything to me

Baby, baby, baby please

Come crawl with me

Come lover, come all

I love you, forever

If ever at all

If ever at all

If ever at all

live 1992.06.10

Length: 3:39

Some people call me the space cowboy

Some call me the gangster of love

Some people call me Maurice

Cause I speak of the pompotous of love

You're the cutest thing I think I ever would see

Really love your peaches, want to shake your tree

Lovey-dovey lovey-dovey lovey-dovey all the time

Ooh, baby, I'll show you a good time

Cause I'm picker, I'm a winner

I'm a lover, And I'm a sinner

Play my music in the sun

I'm a smoker, I'm a joker

I'm a midnight toker

Sure don't want to hurt no-one

James Iha!

You're the cutest thing I think I ever would see

Really love your peaches want to shake your tree

Lovey-dovey lovey-dovey lovey-dovey all the time

Ooh, baby, I'll fuck you a good time

Cause I'm picker, I'm a winner

I'm a lover, And I'm a sinner

Play my music in the sun

I'm a smoker, I'm a joker

I'm a midnight toker

Sure don't want to hurt no-one

live 1993.07.04

Length: 4:09

Written By:

Additional Info:

Cover of Thin Lizzy.


When I passed you in the doorway

You took me with a glance

Should have took that last bus home

But I asked you for a dance

Now we were steady to the pictures

I always get chocolate stains on my pants

Father says "he's going crazy"

Says I'm livin' in a trance,

Dancing in the moonlight

It's caught me in it's spotlight,

It's alright, it's alright, the moonlight

This long, hot summer night

It's three o'clock in the morning, I'm on the streets again

Disobeyed another warning, Shoulda been home by ten

Now I stay out 'till Sunday, I have to say I stayed with friends

It's a habit worth forming, It's a means to justify the end

Dancing in the moonlight

It's caught me in it's spotlight,

It's alright, it's alright, the moonlight

This long, hot summer night

I'm walking home

Last bus is long gone

live 1989.08.11

Length: 3:31

BMI Number: 2036385

I’ll break someone, somewhere
To show how big I am
You know I’m not sorry
I’ll take everything
I wouldn’t give you
The time of day
You were my only
What can I say?
Not alone, now
‘Cause I’m not alone
You repeat me deceiver
To show me the way
I wouldn’t give you away
Away
I wouldn’t give you
The time of day
You were my only
What can I say?
‘Cause I’m not alone

aka 88

Length: 4:08

Additional Info: Version with backin vocals.

Tried to tell her who I really am

But I'm not so sure that I really can

Well, you've got to know, I don't understand

Well, you've got to know who I really am

Give me one more chance

As a child, I once had a dream

My mother spoke something down to me

She said, "son, you must walk upon your knees

Down the road, headed for the east"

Give me one more chance

Give me one more chance

If I had a way to go, I'd gather up my throwing stone

Tried to tell her who I really am

But I'm not so sure that I really can

Well, you've got to know I don't understand

'Cause I'm not so sure who I really am

If I had a way to go, I'd gather up my throwing stone

If I had a way to go, I'd gather up my throwing stone

(remix)

Length: 5:26

Written By:

Additional Info: Remixed by Quentin Sanbria.

Quiet walls sputter yes

Rolling tears of pain

Must I go into your hiding room

Using your loss to gain

Walking in the sun

I never fear the light

Walking in the sun

I never fear

Quiet confusion haunts me still

My will can't reign

Must I go into your hiding room

Using your loss to gain

Walking in the sun

I never fear the light

Walking in the sun

Il know that I never fear

Walking in the sun

I never fear the light

Walking in my sun

I know that I never fear