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Contains most of the official studio albums from the 1991 – 2000 era. Although the CDs provided with this box set are official, the release itself is unofficial, like the Siamese Dream Wooden Box (see elsewhere on our site). The boxed package for this release was also available without the CDs.

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Track List

  • Unofficial Box Containing The Official Albums
    •  1 . I Am One
      Details

      Title extra: 1991 Gish version

      Length: 4:06

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 603520

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      I am one as you are three

      Try to find messiah in your trinity

      Your city to burn

      Your city to burn

      Try to look for something

      In your city to burn, you'll burn

      Am I as I seem?

      I'm down

      Down, so down

      Time is right for a guiding light

      Try to turn to reasons in your bitter life

      Your city to burn

      Your city to burn

      Try to look for something

      In your city to burn, you'll burn

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

      See you, don't you just want to

      See you, I am one

    •  2 . Siva
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      Length: 4:20

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      BMI Number: 1351044

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      I spin off and lose my head

      Throwing stray a spark instead

      Gather strength down in my heel

      And dig it in the world I peel

      Way down deep within my heart

      Lies a soul that’s torn apart

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t give – I unveil

      Don’t want to live in your misery

      I don’t live – I inhale

      Sprinkle all my kisses on your head

      Stars full of wishes fill our beds

      She said, “I’m dead”

      All this pain smothers me

      Like a bomb that you can’t see

      Tell me, tell me what your after

      I just want to get there faster

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t give – I unveil

      I don’t live – I inhale

      I don’t live

    •  3 . Rhinoceros
      Details

      Title extra: Gish long version

      Length: 6:30

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1248201

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      Planned a show
      Trees and balloons
      Ice cream snow
      See you in June
      Could have known
      I would reveal
      Should have known
      I would conceal your way
      She knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows
      Colors show
      After the moon
      I should go
      See you in June
      Your way
      And she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows
      Open your eyes to these mustered lines
      Open your eyes to these mustered lines
      The way
      And she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows
      How’s it she knows, she knows, she knows
      And she knows, she knows, she knows

    •  4 . Bury Me
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      Length: 4:46

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 161297

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      (Over you, like an angel)
      Bury me in love
      Bury me in love
      Shared your kisses
      Shame your heart
      Buried me and it hurts
      I love my sister so (chain, unchain)
      She don’t smother me (chain, unchain, unchain)
      I played the spades I know (unchain)
      I’m a jack of all trades
      Would you bury me
      Want to see her born inside (hide, hide)
      Some of the things you just can’t hide
      If you see her tell me why (hide, hide)
      Why won’t she come outside
      If you see her tell me why (hide, hide)
      Why won’t she come outside
      Want to see her born inside (hide, hide)
      Some of the things you just can’t hide
      She waits, bury me
      She waits, bury me

    •  5 . Crush
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      Length: 3:34

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 260908

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      You wrap your arms around
      A feeling that surrounds
      Like a liquid peppermint
      Just taste the drinks that she served
      And this feeling shivers down your spine
      Love comes in colors I can’t deny
      All that matters is love, love, your love
      You’re sleeping in your bed
      Just rest your weary head
      Maybe you shouldn’t care
      Throw away those dreams and dare
      And I wonder if it matters to me
      Love comes in colors I can’t deny
      All that shimmers is love, love, your love
      Your love
      Your love

    •  6 . Suffer
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      Length: 5:08

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1425149

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      All that you suffer is all that you are

      All that you smother is all that you are

      And you’re seeing, you’re seeing

      You’re seeing who you are

      What takes meaning is cleaning

      The meaning of who you are

      On this scene

      I will dream

      On this scene

      All of your struggles beneath your disguise

      Drink from the reasons that hold you alive

      To ascend from the words of desire and pain

      You must rise from the mounds of desire and change

      Too late to discover peace of mind

      Too late to recover me

      All you see and all you breathe and

      All you cease to be

      Take him down your only son and

      What he means to be

      Your dream will be

      To dream with me

      Will you wait, yes I’ll wait

      I will wait for you

      Will you wait, yes I’ll wait

      I will wait for you

      To cleanse your life

      Takes more than time

      Take what you want

      Take all of me

      Too late to discover peace of mind

      (Have no peace of mind)

      Too late to recover

    •  7 . Snail
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      Length: 5:09

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1361218

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      All your seven dreams

      Are closer than you believe

      As your things come undone

      See you are the only one

      Flower, seize the hour, the day away

      Waiting, waiting for your way, away

      When you wake up you’re away

      Throwing your life away

      Someday, sorry coming home

      Sorry, snail

      What you wait for

      Flower, the pain will wash away, away

      When the sunshine climbs through your window

      Into your bed

      When you wake up you’re away

      Throwing your life away

      Someday, sorry coming home

      Sorry, snail

      Yeah, live in my home

      Flower, seize the hour

      Flower, away

      What you wait for

      Flower, taste the sunshine

      Flower, taste the sunshine

      Flower

    •  8 . Tristessa
      Details

      Title extra: 1991 Gish version

      Length: 3:32

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1545694

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      Pledge your faith
      I hardly breathe
      Struggle to return
      Blurry mind
      So hypnotized
      Fast enough to move
      Wonder where you are
      Tristessa
      Soul takes soul as eye take eye
      I will wait for you
      What you believe you’ll wish to receive
      Won’t believe in who, you
      Hang on to your life
      Tristessa
      I love you too
      Surely I do
      I love you too
      Surely I do
      Surely I do
      Surely I do
      No, no, no
      Did you ever wake up
      And find yourself alone
      Did you ever wake up far from home
      What you believe you’ll wish to receive
      Won’t believe in who
      Tristessa
      Tristessa
      Tristessa

    •  9 . Window Paine
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      Length: 5:49

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1678959

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      Window paine around my heart

      Shadow stream around my heart

      Do what you’re gonna do

      And say what you’re gonna say

      Do what you’re gonna do

      Yeah, start today

      Start today

      Windblown shame around my heart

      Shadow screen around my heart

      What are you coming to?

      Script down to the bone

      Love me, leave me

      On your own, all alone

      Do what you’re gonna do

      And say what you’re gonna say

      Do what you’re gonna do

      Yeah, start today

      Start today

    • 10 . Daydream
      Details

      Length: 1:55

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 283339

      Additional Info: On Gish this track is combined with "I'm Going Crazy".

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      My daydream seems as one inside of you
      Though it seems hard to reach through this life
      Your blue and hopeless life
      My daydream screams bitter ’til the end
      The love I share -true- selfish to the heart
      My heart, my sacred heart
      My daydream dream
      My daydream
      My daydream dream
      My daydream

    • 11 . I’m Going Crazy
      Details

      Title extra: hidden track on Gish

      Length: 0:57

      Written By:

      Additional Info: Short hidden track included in Daydream on the Gish release.

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      I’m going crazy
      I’m going crazy
      I don’t want feelings
      Your feelings
      I have gone crazy
      Motherfuckin’ crazy
      I have gone

    • 12 . Cherub Rock
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      Length: 4:57

      BMI Number: 1776116

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      Freak out
      And give in
      Doesn’t matter what you believe in
      Stay cool
      And be somebody’s fool this year
      ‘Cause they know
      Who is righteous, What is bold
      So I’m told
      Who wants honey
      As long as there’s some money
      Who wants that honey?
      Hipsters unite
      Come align for the big fight to rock for you
      But beware
      All those angels with their wings glued on
      ‘Cause deep down
      We are frightened and we’re scared
      If you don’t stare
      Who wants honey
      As long as there’s some money
      Who wants that honey?
      Let me out
      Let me out
      Let me out
      Let me out
      Tell me all of your secrets
      Cannot help but believe this is true
      Tell me all of your secrets
      I know, I know, I know,
      Should have listened when I was told
      Who wants honey
      As long as there is some money
      Who wants that honey?
      Let me out
      Let me out
      Let me out
      Let me out

    • 13 . Quiet
      Details

      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 3:41

      BMI Number: 1776118

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      Quiet
      I am sleeping
      In here
      We need a little hope
      For years
      I’ve been sleeping
      Helpless
      Couldn’t tell a soul
      Be ashamed
      Of the mess you’ve made
      My eyes never forget, you see
      Behind me
      Silent
      Metal mercies
      Castrate
      Boys to the bone
      Jesus
      Are you listening?
      Up there
      To anyone at all
      We are the fossils
      The relics of our time
      We mutilate the meanings
      So they’re easy to deny
      Be ashamed
      Of the mess you’ve made
      My eyes never forget, you see
      Behind me
      Quiet
      I am sleeping
      Quiet
      I am sleeping
      Quiet
      I don’t trust you
      I can’t hear you
      Be ashamed
      Of the mess you’ve made
      My eyes never forget, you see
      Behind me
      Behind me
      The grace of falling snow
      Cover up everything you know
      Come save me from the awful sound
      Of nothing

    • 14 . Today
      Details

      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 3:19

      BMI Number: 1776114

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      Today is the greatest
      Day I’ve ever known
      Can’t live for tomorrow,
      Tomorrow’s much too long
      I’ll burn my eyes out
      Before I get out
      I wanted more
      Than life could ever grant me
      Bored by the chore
      Of saving face
      Today is the greatest
      Day I’ve ever known
      Can’t wait for tomorrow
      I might not have that long
      I’ll tear my heart out
      Before I get out
      Pink ribbon scars
      That never forget
      I tried so hard
      To cleanse these regrets
      My angel wings
      Were bruised and restrained
      My belly stings
      Today is
      Today is
      Today is
      The greatest day
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you on
      I want to turn you
      Today is the greatest
      Today is the greatest day
      Today is the greatest day
      That I have ever really known

    • 15 . Hummer
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      Length: 6:56

      BMI Number: 1776119

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      Faith lies in
      The ways of sin
      I chased the charmed
      But I don’t want them anymore
      And in their eyes I was alive
      A fool’s disguise
      Take me away from you
      Shame my tongue
      Fat with promise all along
      But when I woke up from that sleep
      I was happier than I’d ever been
      When you decide
      That your life is a prize
      Renew and revive
      It’s alright honey
      It’s alright, yeah
      Happiness will make you wonder
      Will I feel OK?
      It scares the disenchanted
      Far away
      Yeah I want something new
      But what am I supposed to do about you
      Yeah I love you, it’s true
      Life’s a bummer
      When you’re a hummer
      Life’s a drag
      Ask yourself a question
      Anyone but me
      I ain’t free
      Ask yourself a question
      Anyone but me
      I ain’t free
      Do you feel
      Love is real?

    • 16 . Rocket
      Details

      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 4:06

      BMI Number: 1776746

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      Bleed in your own light
      Dream of your own life
      I miss me
      I miss everything I’ll never be
      And on, and on
      I torch my soul to show
      The world that I am pure
      Deep inside my heart
      No more lies
      A crown of horns
      An image formed deformed
      The mark I’ve borne
      A mark of scorn to you
      Consume my love, devour my hate
      Only powers my escape
      The moon is out, the stars invite
      I think I’ll leave tonight
      So soon I’ll find myself alone
      To relax and fade away
      Do you know what’s coming down
      Do you know I couldn’t stay free?
      I shall be free
      I shall be free
      I shall be free
      I shall be free
      I shall be free free
      Free of those voices inside me
      I shall be free
      I shall be free

    • 17 . Disarm
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      Length: 3:17

      BMI Number: 1776748

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      Disarm you with a smile
      And cut you like you want me to
      Cut that little child
      Inside of me and such a part of you
      Ooh, the years burn
      I used to be a little boy
      So old in my shoes
      And what I choose is my choice
      What’s a boy supposed to do?
      The killer in me is the killer in you
      My love
      I send this smile over to you
      Disarm you with a smile
      And leave you like they left me here
      To wither in denial
      The bitterness of one who’s left alone
      Ooh, the years burn
      Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn
      I used to be a little boy
      So old in my shoes
      And what I choose is my voice
      What’s a boy supposed to do?
      The killer in me is the killer in you
      My love
      I send this smile over to you
      The killer in me is the killer in you
      Send this smile over to you
      The killer in me is the killer in you
      Send this smile over to you
      The killer in me is the killer in you
      Send this smile over to you

    • 18 . Soma
      Details

      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 6:40

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1776129

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      Nothing left to say
      And all I’ve left to do
      Is run away
      From you
      And she led me on, down
      With secrets I can’t keep
      Close your eyes and sleep
      Don’t wait up for me
      Hush now don’t you speak
      To me
      Wrapped my hurt in you
      And took my shelter in that pain
      The opiate of blame
      Is your broken heart, your heart
      So now I’m all by myself
      As I’ve always felt
      I’ll betray my tears
      To anyone caught in our ruse of fools
      One last kiss for me…yeah
      One last kiss good night
      Didn’t want to lose you once again
      Didn’t want to be your friend
      Fulfilled a promise made of tin
      And crawled back to you
      I’m all by myself
      As I’ve always felt
      I’ll betray myself
      To anyone, lost, anyone but you
      So let the sadness come again
      On that you can depend on me, yeah
      Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
      When god sleeps in bliss
      And I’m all by myself
      As I’ve always felt
      And I’ll betray myself
      To anyone
      TV clip: “…and you need to resist the devil so that he will flee”

    • 19 . Geek U.S.A.
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      Length: 5:13

      BMI Number: 1810464

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      Lover lover let’s pretend
      We’re born as innocents
      Cast into the world
      With apple eyes
      To wish wish dangerous
      My dear delirious
      To try and leave
      The rest of us behind
      Shot full of diamonds
      And a million years
      The disappointed disappear
      Like they were never here
      Kiss kiss all of this
      The hiss that we had missed
      And understand what can’t be understood
      Sear those thoughts of me
      Alone and unhappy
      I never liked me anyway
      If by chance
      Or circumstance
      We should fail
      Don’t be so sad
      Shot full of diamonds
      And a million years
      The disappointed disappear
      Like they were never here
      In a dream
      We are connected
      Siamese twins
      At the wrist
      And then I knew we’d been forsaken
      Expelled from paradise
      I can’t believe them
      When they say that it’s alright
      Words can’t define what I feel inside
      Who needs them?
      Caught with this virus of my mind
      I give in to my disease, of my needs
      To my disease, of my needs
      She really loves to break
      Her dad says its OK
      She really loves to break
      And give it all away
      Her ma says she’s afraid
      What more can she fake
      She really needs to break
      And give herself away
      She gave it all away
      She gave it all away
      She gave it all away
      We really love the USA

    • 20 . Mayonaise
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      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 5:49

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1776131

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      Fool enough to almost be it
      Cool enough to not quite see it
      Doomed
      Pick your pockets full of sorrow
      And run away with me tomorrow
      June
      We’ll try and ease the pain
      But somehow we’ll feel the same
      Well, no one knows
      Where our secrets go
      I send a heart to all my dearies
      When your life is so, so dreary
      Dream
      I’m rumored to the straight and narrow
      While the harlots of my perils
      Scream
      And I fail
      But when I can, I will
      Try to understand
      That when I can, I will
      Mother weep the years I’m missing
      All our time can’t be given
      Back
      Shut my mouth and strike the demons
      That cursed you and your reasons
      Out of hand and out of season
      Out of love and out of feeling
      So bad
      When I can, I will
      Words defy the plans
      When I can, I will
      Fool enough to almost be it
      And cool enough to not quite see it
      And old enough to always feel this
      Always old, I’ll always feel this
      No more promise no more sorrow
      No longer will I follow
      Can anybody hear me
      I just want to be me
      When I can, I will
      Try to understand
      That when I can, I will

    • 21 . Spaceboy
      Details

      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 4:28

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1776744

      Additional Info: After the song, there's a clip from a TV talk show or something: "Now it's, uh, kind of strange, and, uh, kinda hard for me to talk about, but I thought maybe you could help- um, when we start getting physical, rather than having intercourse, he ends up just masturbating himself, and I end up feeling very alienated and unsatisfied, and it's really come between us-"

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      Feel it
      Break your bones
      Mr. Jones
      Taste me
      As I bleed
      Taste my need
      And spaceboy I’ve missed you
      Spinning round my head
      And any way you choose me
      You’ll break instead
      Watch me
      Death defy
      Defile my life
      I don’t need
      I don’t care
      Please
      I want to go home
      I want to go home
      I want to go home
      I want to go home
      ‘Cause when a lover aches
      That’s when a lover breaks
      I want to go home
      I want to go home
      And spaceboy they’ll kill me
      Before I’m dead and gone
      And any way you choose me
      It won’t be wrong
      And anyway you choose me
      We won’t belong
      We won’t belong
      We won’t belong
      We won’t belong
      We won’t belong
      We won’t belong

    • 22 . Silverfuck
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      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 9:12

      BMI Number: 1810465

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      I hear your winter
      I hear you rain
      I’ve failed your summer ways
      And I feel no pain
      I hear what you want
      And I feel that way
      I hear what you want
      And I feel that way
      I hear you fade away
      And I hear you crawl
      I gave my life away
      And I feel no pain
      And I feel no pain
      And I feel no pain
      And I feel your pain
      And she was my lover so sweet
      And she was my angel
      And what I’ve recovered of me
      I put into a box underneath my bed
      When you lie in your bed
      And you lie to yourself
      When you lie in your bed
      And you lie to yourself
      Lie
      Lie
      Bang bang you’re dead hole in your head
      Bang bang you’re dead hole in your head
      Bang bang you’re dead hole in your head
      Bang bang you’re dead hole in your head
      I hear what you want
      And I feel that way
      I hear what you want
      And I feel that way
      (Alright, this take, don’t give a fuck.)

    • 23 . Sweet Sweet
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      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 1:38

      BMI Number: 1776121

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      Sweet sweet sweet sweet little agony
      I don’t know just where you’ve been
      But I’ll take take take
      All that you have for me
      In sin
      Where are we going?
      And they all want you to change
      And they all want you to change
      And the sad sad sad
      All the sad faces drown
      In this town
      Where are we going?
      And they all want you to change
      Where are we going?
      And they all want you to change
      Where are we going?

    • 24 . Luna
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      Title extra: 1993 SD version

      Length: 3:20

      BMI Number: 1810466

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      What moonsongs
      Do you sing your babies?
      What sunshine do you bring?
      Who belongs
      Who decides who’s crazy
      Who rights wrongs where others cling?
      I’ll sing for you
      If you want me to
      I’ll give to you
      And it’s a chance I’ll have to take
      And it’s a chance I’ll have to break
      I go along
      Just because I’m lazy
      I go along to be with you
      And those moonsongs
      That you sing your babies
      Will be the songs to see you through
      I’ll hear your song
      If you want me to
      I’ll sing along
      And it’s a chance I’ll have to take
      And it’s a chance I’ll have to break
      I’m in love with you
      I’m in love with you
      I’m in love with you
      I’m in love with you
      So in love
      I’m in love with you
      With you
      I’m in love with you
      I’m in love with you
      So in love
      I’m in love with you
      I’m
      I’m so in love
      I’m in love with you

    • 25 . Mellon Collie And The Infinite Sadness
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      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 2:52

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035552

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      Instrumental

    • 26 . Tonight, Tonight
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      Length: 4:15

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      BMI Number: 2035564

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      Time is never time at all

      You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth

      And our lives are forever changed

      We will never be the same

      The more you change the less you feel

      Believe, believe in me, believe

      That life can change, that you’re not stuck in vain

      We’re not the same, we’re different tonight

      Tonight, so bright

      Tonight

      And you know you’re never sure

      But you’re sure you could be right

      If you held yourself up to the light

      And the embers never fade in your city by the lake

      The place where you were born

      Believe, believe in me, believe

      In the resolute urgency of now

      And if you believe there’s not a tonight

      Tonight, so bright

      Tonight

      We’ll crucify the insincere tonight

      We’ll make things right, we’ll feel it all tonight

      We’ll find a way to offer up the night tonight

      The indescribable moments of your life tonight

      The impossible is possible tonight

      Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

    • 27 . Jellybelly
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      Length: 3:01

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035559

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      Welcome to nowhere fast

      Nothing here ever lasts

      Nothing but memories

      Of what never was

      We’re nowhere, we’re nowhere, we’re nowhere to be

      Nowhere, we’re nowhere, we’re nowhere to see

      Living makes me sick

      So sick I wish I’d die

      Down in the belly of the beast

      I can’t lie

      You’re nowhere, you’re nowhere, you’re nowhere to be

      Nowhere, you’re nowhere, you’re nowhere to see

      There’s nothing left to do

      There’s nothing left to feel

      Doesn’t matter what you want, so

      To make yourself feel better

      You make it so you’ll never

      Give in to your forevers

      And live for always

      And forever, forever, you’re forever to be

      Forever, forever, you’re forever to me

    • 28 . Zero
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      Length: 2:40

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      BMI Number: 2035569

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      My reflection, dirty mirror

      There’s no connection to myself

      I’m your lover, I’m your zero

      I’m the face in your dreams of glass

      So save your prayers

      For when we’re really gonna need ’em

      Throw out your cares and fly

      Wanna go for a ride?

      She’s the one for me

      She’s all I really need

      Cause she’s the one for me

      Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness

      And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me

      Intoxicated with the madness, I’m in love with my sadness

      Bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms

      The fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth

      I never let on, that I was on a sinking ship

      I never let on that I was down

      You blame yourself, for what you can’t ignore

      You blame yourself for wanting more

      She’s the one for me

      She’s all I really need

      She’s the one for me

      She’s my one and only

    • 29 . Here Is No Why
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      Length: 3:45

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995914

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      The useless drag of another day
      The endless drags of a death rock boy
      Mascara sure and lipstick lost
      Glitter burned by restless thoughts
      Of being forgotten
      And in your sad machines
      You’ll forever stay
      Desperate and displeased-with whoever you are
      And you’re a star
      Somewhere-he pulls his hair down-over a frowning smile
      A hidden diamond you cannot find
      A secret star that cannot shine over to you
      May the king of gloom, be forever doomed
      And in your sad machines
      You’ll forever stay
      Burning up in speed
      Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines
      The useless drags, the empty days
      The lonely towers of long mistakes
      To forgotten faces and faded loves
      Sitting still was never enough
      And if you’re giving in, then you’re giving up
      Cause in your sad machines
      You’ll forever stay
      Burning up in speed
      Lost inside the dreams, of teen machines

    • 30 . Bullet With Butterfly Wings
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 4:16

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995912

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      The world is a vampire, sent to drain
      Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
      And what do I get, for my pain
      Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
      Even though I know-i suppose I’ll show
      All my cool and cold-like old job
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Now I’m naked, nothing but an animal
      But can you fake it, for just one more show
      And what do you want, I want to change
      And what have you got
      When you feel the same
      Even though I know-i suppose I’ll show
      All my cool and cold-like old job
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Tell me I’m the only one
      Tell me there’s no other one
      Jesus was an only son
      Tell me I’m the chosen one
      Jesus was an only son for you
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      And I still believe that I cannot be saved

    • 31 . To Forgive
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 4:16

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995911

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      Ten times removed
      I forget about where it all began
      Bastard son of a bastard son of
      A wild eyed child of the sun
      And right as rain, I’m not the same but
      I feel the same, I feel nothing
      Holding back the fool again
      Holding back the fool pretends
      I forget to forget nothing is important
      Holding back the fool again
      I sensed my loss
      Before I even learned to talk
      And I remember my birthdays
      Empty party afternoons won’t come back
      Holding back the fool again
      Holding back the fool pretends
      I forget to forget nothing is important
      Holding back the fool again
      I forget to forget me
      I forget to forget you see
      Nothing is important to me
      I knew my loss
      Before I even learned to speak
      And all along, I knew it was wrong
      But I played along, with my birthday song
      Holding back the fool again
      Holding back the fool pretends
      I forget to forget nothing is important
      Holding back the fool again

    • 32 . Fuck You
      Details

      Title extra: (An Ode To No One)

      Length: 4:50

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      BMI Number: 2035606

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      I’m never coming back
      I’m never giving in
      I’ll never be the shine in your spit
      I disconnect the act
      I disconnect the dots
      I disconnect the me in me
      And you’re mistaken, it’s you that’s faking
      Living and breathing and dying too
      This message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool
      You can’t bring me back, you can’t bring me back
      Cause I give it all back to you
      Thru sacred alleys, the living wrecks
      Wreak their havoc upon this world
      The disenchanted, the romantics,
      The body and face and soul of you is gone down that deep black hole
      Destroy the mind-destroy the body-but you cannot destroy the heart
      And you, you make me so I need to disconnect
      And you make it so real
      I don’t need you love to disconnect
      To runaround kids in get-go cars
      With Vaseline afterbirths and neon coughs
      Galaxies full of nobodies
      Giving us the farewell runarounds
      I took a virgin Mary ax to his sweet baby Jane,
      Lost my innocence to a no good girl,
      Scratch my face with anvil hands,
      And coil my tongue around a bumblebee mouth
      And I give it all back to you
      No way, I don’t need it, I don’t need your love to disconnect
      And you make it, so real, I don’t need your love to disconnect
      No way to disconnect
      And you make it so real
      I don’t need your love to disconnect
      No way to disconnect

    • 33 . Love
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 4:21

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035555

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      To my mistakes, to my mistakes of cowardice
      She shimmy shakes, the jimmy jakes of consequence
      Born of the airs and dues, my airs of madness do declare
      That it’s ok, it’s love
      It’s what you wanted to see, it’s who you wanted to be
      For what you needed to need, she’ll make it up
      Love, it’s who you know
      Machine gun blues, her vacant rush is so steel
      I’m unaware, lost inside your visions
      I got mine too over, I got mine and I got you
      Cause I know you, you’re love
      It’s what you wanted to see, it’s who you wanted to be
      For what you needed to need, she’ll make it up
      Love, it’s who you know
      Can I look up to you as you look down on me
      Can I feel in to you as you felt in to me
      I can’t help what you see, I can’t help but to be
      For what you needed to need, she’ll make it
      Love, it’s who you know

    • 34 . Cupid De Locke
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      Length: 2:50

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      BMI Number: 2114422

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      Cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart’s bow
      To cast divine arrows into her soul
      To grab her attention swift and quick
      Or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
      With turpentine kisses and mistaken blows
      See the devil may do as the devil may care
      He loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
      Her mouth the mischief he doth seek
      Her heart the captive of which he speaks
      So note all ye lovers in love with the sound
      Your world be shattered with nary a note
      Of one cupids arrow under your coat
      And in the land of star crossed lovers
      And barren hearted wanderers
      Forever lost in forsaken missives and satan’s pull
      We seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakable
      Our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
      In faith, in compassion, and in love

    • 35 . Galapogos
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 4:46

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995916

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      Ain’t it funny how we pretend we’re still a child
      Softly stolen under our blanket skies
      And rescue me from me, and all that I believe
      I won’t deny the pain
      I won’t deny the change
      And should I fall from grace here with you
      Will you leave me too?
      Carve out your heart for keeps in an old oak tree
      And hold me for goodbyes-and-whispered lullabyes
      And tell me I am still
      The man I’m supposed to be
      I won’t deny the pain
      I won’t deny the change
      And should I fall from grace here with you
      Will you leave me too?
      Too late to turn to turn back now, I’m running out of sound
      And I am changing, changing
      And if we died right now, this fool you love somehow
      Is here with you
      I won’t deny the pain
      I won’t deny the change
      And should I fall from grace here with you
      Would you leave me too?

    • 36 . Muzzle
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      Length: 3:44

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      BMI Number: 2035605

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      I fear that I am ordinary, just like everyone

      To lie here and die among the sorrows

      Adrift among the days

      For everything I ever said

      And everything I’ve ever done is gone and dead

      As all things must surely have to end

      And great loves will one day have to part

      I know that I am meant for this world

      My life has been extraordinary

      Blessed and cursed and won

      Time heals but I’m forever broken

      By and by the way…

      Have you ever heard the words

      I’m singing in these song?

      It’s for the girl I’ve loved all along

      Can a taste of love be so wrong

      As all things must surely have to end

      And great loves will one day have to part

      I know that I am meant for this world

      And in my mind as I was floating

      Far above the clouds

      Some children laughed I’d fall for certain

      For thinking that I’d last forever

      But I knew exactly where I was

      And I knew the meaning of it all

      And I knew the the distance to the sun

      And I knew the echo that is love

      And I knew the secrets in your spires

      And I knew the emptiness of youth

      And I knew the solitude of heart

      And I knew the murmurs of the soul

      And the world is drawn into your hands

      And the world is etched upon your heart

      And the world so hard to understand

      Is world you can’t live without

      And I knew the silence of the world

    • 37 . Porcelina Of The Vast Oceans
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      Length: 9:21

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      BMI Number: 2035566

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      As far as you take me, that’s where I believe

      The realm of soft delusions, floating on the leaves

      On a distant shoreline, she waves her arms to me

      As all the thought police, are closing in for sleep

      The dilly dally, of my bright lit stay

      The steam of my misfortunes

      Has given me the power to be afraid

      And in my mind I’m everyone

      And in my mind

      Without a care in this whole world

      Without a care in this life

      It’s what you take that makes it right

      Porcelina of the oceans blue

      In the slipstream, of thoughtless thoughts

      The light of all that’s good, the light of all that’s true

      To the fringes gladly, I walk unadorned

      With gods and their creations

      With filth and disease

      Porcelina, she waits for me there

      With seashell hissing lullabyes

      And whispers fathomed deep inside my own

      Hidden thoughts and alibis

      My secret thoughts come alive

      Without a care in this whole world

      Without a care in this life

      It’s what you take that makes it right

      And in my mind I’m everyone

      In my mind I’m everyone of you

      You make it right

      It’s all allright

      You make it right

      Porcelina of the oceans blue

    • 38 . Take Me Down
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      Length: 2:52

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      BMI Number: 2107376

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      Take me down, to the underground

      Won’t you take me down, to the underground

      Why oh why, there is no light

      And if I can’t sleep, can you hold my life

      And all I see is you

      Take my hand, I lost where I began

      In my heart I know all of my faults

      Will you help me understand

      And I believe in you

      You’re the other half of me

      Soothe and heal…

      When you sleep, when you dream,

      I’ll be there if you need me, whenever I hear you sing…

      There is a sun, it’ll come, the sun, I hear them call me down

      I held you once, a love that once, and life had just begun

      And you’re all I see…

      And trumpets blew, and angels flew on the other side

      And you’re all I see, and you’re all I’ll need

      There’s a love that god puts in your heart

    • 39 . Where Boys Fear To Tread
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      Length: 4:22

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      BMI Number: 2107463

      Additional Info: The studiotrack samples the rocket launcher explosion from an id Software's game called Doom. This sound effect points to the relationship between Doom and the Smashing Pumpkins in the "SPISPOPD" (an abbreviation for Smashing Pumpkins Into Small Piles Of Putrid Debris) joke, dating from December 1993. The Doom explosion, mentioned in the liner notes of MCIS, can be heard at the following times: 1:20 / 1:55 / 2:29 / 3:01 / 3:44.

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      Candy cane walks down

      To build a bonfire, to break my fall

      My baby, my sweet thing

      Just maybe we could lose ourselves this time

      King of the horseflies, dark prince of death

      His tragic forces are heaven sent

      In sweet things, in a lovers breath

      In knowing this was meant to be the last

      A go-go-kids, a go-go-style

      A suck suck kiss, a suck suck smile

      As always, in young need

      A veiled promise to never die

      On dead highways, her black beauties roam

      For june angels, so far from home

      For a love lost, a faded picture

      To tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies

      So get on the bomb

    • 40 . Bodies
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      Length: 4:12

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      BMI Number: 2107460

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      Cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need
      Come into my life forever
      The crumbled cities stand as known
      Of the sights you have been shown
      Of the hurt you call your own
      Love is suicide
      The empty bodies stand at rest
      Casualties of their own flesh
      Afflicted by their dispossession
      But no bodies ever knew
      Nobody’s
      No bodies felt like you
      Nobody’s
      Love is suicide
      Now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace
      You can’t help deny forever
      The tragedies reside in you
      The secret sights hide in you
      The lonely nights divide you in two
      All my blisters now revealed
      In the darkness of my dreams
      In the spaces in between us
      But no bodies ever knew
      Nobody’s
      No bodies felt like you
      Nobody’s
      Love is suicide

    • 41 . Thirty-Three
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 4:10

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995895

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      Speak to me in a language I can hear
      Humour me before I have to go
      Deep in thought I forgive everyone
      As the cluttered streets greet me once again
      I know I can’t be late, supper’s waiting on the table
      Tomorrow’s just an excuse away
      So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
      The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
      At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
      Steeple guide me to my heart and home
      The sun is out and up and down again
      I know I’ll make it, love can last forever
      Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
      And you can make it last, forever you
      You can make it last, forever you
      And for a moment I lose myself
      Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
      I’ve journeyed here and there and back again
      But in the same old haunts I still find my friends
      Mysteries not ready to reveal
      Sympathies I’m ready to return
      I’ll make the effort, love can last forever
      Graceful swans of never topple to the earth
      Tomorrow’s just an excuse
      And you can make it last, forever you
      You can make it last, forever you

    • 42 . In The Arms Of Sleep
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      Length: 4:12

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      BMI Number: 2107455

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      Sleep will not come to this tired body now

      Peace will not come to this lonely heart

      There are some things I’ll live without

      But I want you to know that I need you right now

      I need you tonite

      I steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves

      Cause I’ll always miss her wherever she goes

      And I’ll always need her more than she could ever need me

      I need someone to ease my mind

      But sometimes a someone is so hard to find

      And I’ll do anything to keep her here tonite

      And I’ll say anything to make her feel alright

      And I’ll be anything to keep her here tonite

      Cause I want you to stay, with me

      I need you tonite

      She comes to me like an angel out of time

      As I play the part of a saint on my knees

      There are some things I’ll live without

      But I want you to know that I need you right now

      Suffer my desire

      Suffer my desire

      Suffer my desire for you

    • 43 . 1979
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      Length: 4:28

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      BMI Number: 2107458

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      Shakedown 1979
      Cool kids never have the time
      On a live wire
      Right up off the street
      You and I should meet
      Junebug skipping like a stone
      With the headlights pointed at the dawn
      We were sure we’d never see an end to it all
      And I don’t even care
      To shake these zipper blues
      And we don’t know
      Just where our bones will rest
      To dust I guess
      Forgotten and absorbed
      Into the earth below
      Double cross the vacant and the bored
      They’re not sure just what we have in store
      Morphine city slippin’ dues
      Down to see
      That we don’t even care
      As restless as we are
      We feel the pull
      In the land of a thousand guilts
      And poured cement
      Lamented and assured
      To the lights and towns below
      Faster than the speed of sound
      Faster than we thought we’d go
      Beneath the sound of hope
      Justine never knew the rules
      Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
      No apologies ever need be made
      I know you better than you fake it
      To see that we don’t even care
      To shake these zipper blues
      And we don’t know
      Just where our bones will rest
      To dust I guess
      Forgotten and absorbed
      Into the earth below
      The street heats the urgency of now (written: sound)
      As you can see there’s no one around

    • 44 . Tales Of A Scorched Earth
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      Length: 3:46

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      BMI Number: 2107361

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      Farewell goodnight last one out turn out the lights

      And let me be, let me die inside

      Let me know the way from of this world of hate in you

      Cause the dye is cast, and the bitch is back

      And we’re all dead yeah we’re all dead

      Inside the future of a shattered past

      I lie just to be real, and I’d die just to feel

      Why do the same old things keep on happening?

      Because beyond my hopes there are no feelings

      Bless the martyrs and kiss the kids

      For knowing better, for knowing this

      Cause you’re all whores and I’m a fag

      And I’ve got no mother and I’ve got no dad

      To save me the wasted, save me from myself

      I lie just to be real, and I’d die just to feel

      Why do the same old things keep on happening?

      Because beyond my hopes there are no feelings

      If I believe, if I decieve, if I defend you now that way

      Would you believe, could you recieve, could you have faith

      No one is is ever gone

      And time is everything and I have none

      Everybody’s lost just waiting to be found

      Everyone’s a thought just waiting to fade

      So fuck it all cause I don’t care

      So what somehow somewhere we dared

      To try to dare to dare for a little more

      I lie just to be real, and I’d die just to feel

      Why do the same old things keep on happening?

      Because beyond my hopes there are no reasons

    • 45 . Thru The Eyes Of Ruby
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      Length: 7:38

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      BMI Number: 2107451

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      Wrap me up in always, and drag me in with maybes

      Your innocence is treasure, your innocence is death

      Your innocence is all I have

      Breathing underwater, and living under glass

      And if you spin your love around

      The secrets of your dreams

      You may find your love is gone

      And is not quite what it seemed

      To appear to disappear

      Beneath all your darkest fears

      I believe in never, I believe in all the way

      But belief is not to notice, believe is just some faith

      And faith can’t help you to escape

      And with this ring I wed thee true

      And with this ring I wed thee now

      And with this ring I play so dead

      But no one’s asking for the truth, so let me tell you

      If you spin your love around

      The secrets of your dreams

      You may find your love is gone

      And is not quite what it seemed

      To appear to disappear

      Beneath all your darkest fears

      To the revelations of fresh faced youth

      No one will come to save you

      So speak your peace in the murmurs drawn

      But youth is wasted on the young

      Your strength is my weakness, your weakness my hate

      My love for you just can’t explain

      Why we’re forever frozen, forever beautiful,

      Forever lost inside ourselves

      The night has come to hold us young

    • 46 . Stumbleine
      Details

      Title extra: 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 2:54

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995905

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      Boredom’s in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth
      Sally’s in the stirrups claiming her destiny
      And nobody nowhere understands anything
      About me and all my dreams
      Lost at sea
      Jack it up Judy set your heart alight
      Mayfair mistress of the satellites
      Misspent youth- faking up a rampage
      To hold off the real slaves
      Paid off and staid
      And what you never knew
      Can never get to you
      So fake it
      I’ll be your stumbleine
      I’ll be your super queen
      And make you
      Jukebox fuckup hanging round the drugstore
      No matter what you say he’ll be back for more
      Mommy’s in the manger with the little kids
      She’s got her reasons, got my forgets
      Of tears and idle threats
      Misplaced
      And no matter what they do
      They can’t get to you
      So fake it
      I’ll be your stumbleine
      I’ll be your super queen
      And make you me
      Come around ruby I could never sleep alone

    • 47 . X.Y.U.
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      Length: 7:07

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      BMI Number: 2035579

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      She didn’t wanna be, she didn’t wanna know

      She couldn’t run away cause she was crazy

      She gave it all away, she saw her baby break

      And in the air it hung that she was dull razors

      And I said, I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up

      From one another, another one should come to one another

      No one should come between us

      Still I was lonely, and she was by my side, my one and only

      Knows that she could never hide

      I couldn’t feel her, and it was just a game,

      Cause I was lonely and she was crazy

      Rat-tat-tat, ka boom boom, now take that, and just a bit of this

      Cause I’m a watcher, and I’m a doer of none

      Come to save you, cause you’re all mine

      I hurt where I can’t feel, I feel where I can’t hurt

      I know where I can’t know, I bleed for me and mine

      Ka-boom, a rat-tat-tat, and some good ole bliss

      Cause I’m a sister, and I’m a motherfuck

      I am made of shamrocks, I am made of stern stuff

      I am never enough, I am the forgotten child

      And I said I wanna fill you up, I wanna break you, I wanna give you up

      From one another, no one should ever come

      In between us, between us and our love

      Mary had a little lamb, her face was white as snow

      And everywhere that mary went I was sure to go

      Now mary’s got a problem, and mary’s not a stupid girl

      Mary’s got some deep shit, and mary does not forget

      And this is how mary’s garden grows, and this is how mary has her ghosts

      And into the eyes of the jackyl I say ka-boom

      Now we begin descent, to where we’ve never been

      There is no going back, this wasn’t meant to last

      This is a hell on earth, we are meant to serve

      And she will never learn

      Bye bye, baby goodbye

    • 48 . We Only Come Out At Night
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      Length: 4:05

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      BMI Number: 2107366

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      We only come out at night, the days are much too bright

      We only come out at night

      And once again, you’ll pretend to know me well, my friends

      And once again, I’ll pretend to know the way

      Thru the empty space

      Thru the secret places of the heart

      We only come out at night, the days are much too bright

      We only come out at night

      I walk alone, I walk alone to find the way home

      I’m on my own, I’m on my own to see the ways

      That I can’t help the days, you will make it home o.k

      I know you can, and you can

      We only come out at night, the days are much too bright

      We only come out at night

      And once again, you’ll pretend to know that

      There’s an end, that there’s an end to this begin

      It will help you sleep at night

      It will make it seem that right is always right

      Alright?

      We only come out at night

    • 49 . Beautiful
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      Length: 4:18

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      BMI Number: 2035554

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      Beautiful, you’re beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
      Wonderful, you’re wonderful, as wonderful as they come
      And I can’t help but feel attached
      To the feelings I can’t even match
      With my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
      Beautiful, you’re beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
      Wonderful, it’s wonderful, to know that you’re just like I
      And I’m sure you know me well, as I’m sure you don’t
      But you just can’t tell
      Who you love and who you won’t
      And I love you, as you love me
      So let the clouds roll by your face
      We’ll let the world spin on to another place
      We’ll climb the tallest tree above it all
      To look down on you and me and them
      And I’m sure you know me well, as I’m sure you don’t
      But you just can’t tell, who you’ll love and who you won’t
      Don’t let your life wrap up around you
      Don’t forget to call, whenever
      I’ll be here just waiting for you
      I’ll be under your stars forever
      Neither here nor there just right beside you
      I’ll be under the stairs forever
      Neither here nor there just right beside you

    • 50 . Lily
      Details

      Title extra: (My One And Only) 1995 MCIS version

      Length: 3:31

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 1995908

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      Lily, my one and only
      I can hardly wait till I see her
      Silly, I know I’m silly
      Cause I’m hanging in this tree
      In the hopes that she will catch a glimpse of me
      And thru her window shade
      I watch her shadow move
      I wonder if she…….?
      Lily, my one and only
      Love is in my heart and in your eyes
      Will she or won’t she want him
      No one knows for sure
      But an officer is knocking at my door
      And thru her window shade
      I watch her shadow move
      I wonder if she could only see me?
      And when I’m with her I feel fine
      If I could kiss her I wouldn’t mind the time it took to find
      My lily, my one and only
      I can hardly wait till I see her
      Oh lily, I know you love me
      Cause as they’re draggin’ me away
      I swear I saw her raise her hand and wave (goodbye)

    • 51 . By Starlight
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      Length: 4:48

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      BMI Number: 2035603

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      By starlight I’ll kiss you
      And promise to be your one and only
      I’ll make you feel happy
      And leave you to be lost in mine
      And where will we go, what will we do?
      Soon said I, will know
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?
      Cause her eyes were as vacant as the seas
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?
      And all along, we knew we’d carry on
      Just to belong
      By starlight I know you
      As lovely as a wish granted true
      My life has been empty, my life has been untrue
      And does she really know, who I really am?
      Does she really know me at last
      Dead eyes, are you just like me?

    • 52 . Farewell And Goodnight
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      Length: 4:22

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      BMI Number: 2107372

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      Goodnight, to every little hour that you sleep tight
      May it hold you through the winter of a long night
      And keep you from the loneliness of yourself
      Heart strung is your heart frayed and empty
      Cause it’s hard luck, when no one understands your love
      It’s unsung, and I say
      Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
      Goodnight, always, to all that’s in your heart
      Goodnight, may your dreams be so happy and your
      Head lite with the wishes of a sandman and a
      Night light, be careful not to let the bedbugs
      Sleep tight nestled in your covers
      The sun shines but I don’t
      A silver rain will wash away
      And you can tell, it’s just as well
      And you can tell, it’s just as well
      Goodnight, my love, to every hour in every day
      Goodnight, always to all that’s pure that’s in your heart

    • 53 . To Sheila
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      Length: 4:40

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353753

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      Twilight fades through blistered avalon

      The sky’s cruel torch on aching autobahn

      Into the uncertain divine

      We scream into the last divide

      You make me real

      You make me real

      Strong as I feel

      You make me real

      Sheila rides on crashing nightingale

      Intake eyes leave passing vapor trails

      With blushing brilliance alive

      Because it’s time to arrive

      You make me real

      You make me real

      Strong as I feel

      You make me real

      Lately I just can’t seem to believe

      Discard my friends to change the scenery

      It meant the world to hold a bruising faith

      But now it’s just a matter of grace

      A summer storm graces all of me

      Highway warm sing silent poetry

      I could bring you the light

      And take you home into the night

      You make me real / lately I just can’t seem to believe

      You make me real / discard my friends to change the scenery

      Strong as I feel / it meant the world to hold a bruising faith

      You make me real / but now it’s just a matter of grace

    • 54 . Ava Adore
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      Length: 4:20

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      BMI Number: 4353754

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      It’s you that I adore
      You will always be my whore
      You’ll be a mother to my child
      And a child to my heart
      We must never be apart
      We must never be apart
      Lovely girl you’re the beauty in my world
      Without you there aren’t reasons left to find
      And I’ll pull your crooked teeth
      You’ll be perfect just like me
      You’ll be a lover in my bed
      And a gun to my head
      We must never be apart
      We must never be apart
      Lovely girl you’re the murder in my world
      Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left to die
      Drinking mercury to the mystery
      Of all that you should ever leave behind
      In time
      In you I see dirty
      In you I count stars
      In you I feel so pretty
      In you I taste god
      In you I feel so hungry
      In you I crash cars
      We must never be apart
      Drinking mercury to the mystery
      Of all that you should ever seek to find
      Lovely girl you’re the murder in my world
      Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left behind
      In time
      We must never be apart
      And you’ll always be my whore
      Cause you’re the one that I adore
      And I’ll pull your crooked teeth
      You’ll be perfect just like me
      In you I feel so dirty
      In you I crash cars
      In you I feel so pretty
      In you I taste god
      We must never be apart

    • 55 . Perfect
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      Length: 3:23

      BMI Number: 4353755

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      I know

      We’re just like old friends

      We just can’t pretend

      That lovers make amends

      We are

      Reasons so unreal

      We can’t help but feel

      That something has been lost

      But please

      You know you’re just like me

      Next time

      I promise we’ll be perfect

      Perfect

      Perfect

      Strangers down the line

      Lovers out of time

      Memories unwind

      So far I still know who you are

      But now I wonder who I was

      Angel

      You know it’s not the end

      We’ll always be good friends

      But the letters have been sent on

      So please

      You always were so free

      You’ll see

      I promise we’ll be perfect

      Perfect

      Perfect

      Strangers when we meet

      Strangers on the street

      Lovers while we sleep

      Perfect

      You know this has to be

      We always were so free

      We promised that we’d be

      Perfect

    • 56 . Daphne Descends
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      Length: 4:38

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353758

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      With the sugar sickness
      You spy the kidnap kid
      Who kids you to oblivion
      It’s the perfect hassle
      For the perfumed kiss
      He makes you miss him more than home
      You love him
      You love him more than this
      You love him
      And you cannot, you can’t resist
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      Past sidewalk ashes
      A last lovers arc
      You come apart to intertwine
      It was all so simple
      As you watched him move
      Across the darkness in your room
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      And to the winding vines
      The pretty boys dive
      And thru the pinhole stars
      Into the shadow mind
      Will you lose him then
      On some gentle dawn
      This boy is here and gone
      You love him
      You love him for yourself
      You love him
      And no one, no one else
      You love him
      You love him more than this
      You love him
      And you cannot, you can’t resist
      You love him

    • 57 . Once Upon A Time
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      Length: 4:06

      BMI Number: 4353759

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      Mother I’m tired

      Come surrender my son

      Time has ravaged on my soul

      No plans to leave but still I go

      Fallin’ with the leaves

      Fallin’ out of sleep

      To the last goodbyes

      Who cares why?

      Mother I’ve tried

      Wasting my life

      I haven’t given up, I lie

      To make you so proud in my eyes

      Fallin’ out of sleep

      Crawlin’ over me

      To the last goodbyes

      Who cares why?

      Tuesdays come and gone

      Restless still I drive

      Try to leave it all behind

      Fallin’, fallin’ out of sleep

      Fallin’, fallin’ with the leaves

      I got crawlin’, crawlin’ over me

      Once upon a time in my life…

      I went falling

      Mother I hope you know

      That I miss you so

      Time has ravaged on my soul

      To wipe a mother’s tears grown cold

    • 58 . Tear
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      Length: 5:52

      BMI Number: 4353760

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      The lights came on fast

      Lost in motorcrash

      Gone in a flash unreal

      But you knew all along

      You laugh the light I sing the songs

      To watch you numb

      I saw you there

      You were on your way

      You held the rain

      And for the first time heaven seemed insane

      Cause heaven is to blame

      For taking you away

      Do you know the way that I can?

      Do you know the way that I can’t lose?

      Do you know the things that I can?

      Do you know the things that I can’t do?

      Where is your heart?

      Where is your heart gone to?

      Tear me apart

      Tear me apart from you

      You laugh the light I cry the wound

      In grey afternoons

      I saw you there

      You were on your way

      You kissed me cold

      And for the first time heaven seemed insane

      For taking you away

      Cause heaven is to blame

      For taking you away

      The lights came to pass

      Dead opera motorcrash

      Gone in a flash unreal

      In nitrous overcast

      Do you know the way that I can?

      Do you know the way that I can’t choose?

      Do you know the things that I can?

      Do you know the things that I can’t lose?

      Tear me apart

      Tear me apart from you

      Where is your heart?

      Where has your heart run to?

    • 59 . Crestfallen
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      Length: 4:09

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 4353762

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      Who am I
      To need you when I’m down
      And where are you
      When I need you around
      Your life is not your own
      And all I ask you is for another chance
      Another way around you
      To live by circumstance
      Once again
      Who am I to need you now
      To ask you why, to tell you no
      To deserve your love and sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      And you may go
      But I know you won’t leave
      Too many years
      Built into memories
      Your life is not your own
      Who am I to need you now
      To ask you why, to tell you no
      To deserve your love and sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      Who am I to you?
      Along the way I lost my faith
      And as you were you’ll be again
      To mold like clay, to break like dirt
      To tear me up in your sympathy
      You were never meant to belong to me
      You were never meant to belong to me
      You were never meant to belong to me
      Who am I?

    • 60 . Appels + Oranjes
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      Length: 3:34

      BMI Number: 4353763

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      What if the sun refused to shine?
      What if the clouds refused to rain?
      What if the wind refused to blow?
      What if the seas refused to wave?
      What if the world refused its turn?
      What if the stars would hesitate?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you going to do?
      What if what is isn’t you?
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      What if the silence let you dream?
      What if the air could let you breathe?
      What if the words would bring you here?
      What if this sound could bring you peace?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you gonna do?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      What if what is isn’t you?
      What are you gonna do?
      It came from your thoughts
      Your dreams and visions
      Ripped up from your weeks
      And indecisions
      What if the sun refused to shine?
      What if the clouds refused to rain?
      What if the world refused its turn?
      What if the clocks would hesitate?
      What if what is isn’t true?
      What are you gonna do?
      What if what is isn’t you?
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      Digging for the feel of something new
      Does that mean you’ve got to choose?
      The feel of something new
      Does that mean you’ve got to lose?
      The thoughts you cannot use
      What are you gonna do?

    • 61 . Pug
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      Length: 4:46

      BMI Number: 4353764

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      Kiss and kill me sweetly

      Come and drive me home

      Drag the miles in me

      I am yours alone

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into you

      Desire me so deeply

      Drain and kick me hard

      Whisper secrets for me

      Try to go too far

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into…

      Please don’t change

      Please don’t change at all

      Bring your rain

      Bring your rain to fall

      Inside where it’s warm

      Wrap myself in you

      Outside where I’m torn

      Fight myself in two

      In two

      Into you

      Come and kiss me sweetly

      Ride the telephone

      Drag the miles to me

      I am yours alone

      Yours alone

      Yours alone on the telephone

      Yours alone looking for a kiss kiss

      Yours alone

    • 62 . The Tale Of Dusty And Pistol Pete
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      Length: 4:33

      BMI Number: 4353766

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      Dusty screams

      Through doors and imaginary floors

      “Why can’t you miss me?”

      Pistol pete

      Removes the final breaths from her unkind

      And she is shaken

      What does this mean

      In love or in peace?

      With you lying next to me

      So faithless serene

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

      Alone he roams

      Inside the ordinary catacombs

      Of her waiting

      With raven hands

      She steals and staggers towards her man

      Still scorned by his demon

      Because he’s undone

      Become the language of

      Disaster and love

      Vengeance and dust

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

      Dusty screams

      Through doors and imaginary scenes

      Of hurt and teardrop

      As he holds her down

      In the cold lonely winds

      Together again

      Her inside him

      And she calls to him

      Let the waste

      Cross the ancient trails to you

      Far out

      Beneath the sorrow clouds

      Let them taste

      The bitter lost mistake of you

      Let them cry out

      Through your rusted scars

    • 63 . Annie-Dog
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      Length: 3:36

      BMI Number: 4353767

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      Amphetamine Annie-Dog
      Has her leash and a face
      Her velvet spleen, her shackle spine
      Her diamond curse, it comes with mine
      A vessel she for violent I
      Confession arms awake
      Mine mine, your were always mine
      Possessed by my taste
      And below the angel dog
      Combs her hair and sings her psalms
      The bombs go off, she doesn’t notice
      It all goes wrong, she sets things tragic
      She is Venus, she is Mars
      She’s electric, and the struggle of
      Upon her face we leave no trace
      But in her stomach mercury aged
      She holds the blood, she carves the knives
      She digs the wires in our babies
      Amphetamine Annie-Dog
      Pulls her trash and her stories
      From place to place and bed to bed
      Gives of herself and the magnet head
      Another floor, another ceiling
      Counting stars with double meanings
      Is it wrong to be swallowed whole
      To disappear in her
      To give to her the priceless peace
      Of giving up control
      We tumble out into the streets
      And Annie-dog, she drags her leash
      Pretty face, ugly mouth
      Bitter bred and so released
      And by the no and in the yes
      Annie goes if you couldn’t guess
      A simple man, a sycophant
      Her elephant with the laughing cough
      She wants clean sheets and fresh flowers
      Her dental shots and the Hong Kong glue
      Amphetamine Annie-Dog
      Has her leash and a face

    • 64 . Shame
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      Length: 6:38

      BMI Number: 4353768

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      You’re gonna walk on home

      You’re gonna walk alone

      You’re gonna see this through

      Don’t let them get to you

      Shame

      Love is good and love is kind

      Love is drunk and love is blind

      Love is good and love is mine

      Love is drunk all the time

      Shame

      You’re gonna walk on home

      You’re gonna walk alone

      You’re gonna walk so far

      You’re gonna wonder who you are

      Shame

      Love is good and love is kind

      Love is drunk and love is blind

      Love is good and love is mine

      Love is good all the time

      Hello goodbye

      You know you made us cry

    • 65 . Behold! The Night Mare
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      Length: 5:12

      BMI Number: 4353769

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      I’ve faced the fathoms in your deep
      Withstood the suitors quiet siege
      Pulled down the heavens just to please you
      Appease you
      The wind blows, and I know
      I can’t go on digging roses from your grave
      To linger on beyond the beyond
      Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep
      You’ll find me
      The coarse tide reflects the sky
      And the night mare rides on
      And the night mare rides on
      With a December black psalm
      And the night mare rides on
      What I fear is lost here
      The wind blows and I know
      All you have to do is run away
      And steal yourself from me
      Become mystery to gaze into
      You’re so cruel in all you do
      But still I believe, I believe
      You
      So may you come with your own knives
      You’ll never take me alive
      With all the force of what is true
      Is there nothing I can do?
      I can’t go on digging roses from your grave
      To linger on beyond the beyond
      Where the willows weep and the whirlpools sleep
      You’ll find me
      And the night mare rides on
      And the night mare rides on
      With a December black psalm
      And the night mare rides on
      I’ve face the fathoms in your deep
      Withstood the suitors quiet siege
      Pulled down the heavens just to please you
      To hold the flower I can’t keep

    • 66 . For Martha
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      Length: 8:17

      BMI Number: 4353770

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      Whenever I run
      Wherever I run to you lost
      It’s never done
      Just hanging on
      The past has let me be
      Returning as if dream
      Shattered as belief
      If you have to go, don’t say goodbye
      If you have to go, don’t you cry
      If you have to go, I will get by
      Someday I’ll follow you and see you on the other side
      But for the grace of love
      I’d will the meaning of
      Heaven from above
      But for the grace of love
      I’d will the meaning of
      Heaven from above
      Your picture out of time
      Left aching in my mind
      Shadows kept alive
      If you have to go, don’t say goodbye
      If you have to go, don’t you cry
      If you have to go, I will get by
      I will follow you and see you on the other side
      But for the grace of love
      Who’d will the meaning of
      Heaven from above
      Long horses we are born
      Creatures more than torn
      Mourning our way home

    • 67 . Blank Page
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      Length: 4:51

      BMI Number: 4353772

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      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to say anything
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      Got dressed, drove the state line
      Looking for you at the five and dime
      Stop sign told me stay at home
      Told me you were not alone
      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to hurt anyone
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      You haven’t changed, you’re still the same
      May you rise as you fall
      You were easy, you are forgotten
      You are the ways of my mistakes
      I catch the rainfall through the leaking roof
      That you had left behind
      You remind me of that leak in my soul
      The rain falls, my friends call
      Leaking rain on the phone
      Take a day, plant some trees
      May they shade you from me
      May your children play beneath
      Blank page was all the rage
      Never meant to say anything
      In bed I was half dead
      Tired of dreaming of rest
      Got dressed, drove the state line
      Looking for you at the five and dime
      But there I was picking pieces up
      You are a ghost of my indecision
      No more, little girl

    • 68 . 17
      Details

      Length: 0:17

      BMI Number: 4440005

      Additional Info: Liner notes of the commercial release of Adore list the following: 17 seconds of compassion 17 seconds of peace 17 seconds to remember love is the energy behind which all is created 17 seconds to remember all that is good 17 seconds to forget all your hurt and pain 17 seconds of faith 17 seconds to trust you again 17 seconds of radiance 17 seconds to send a prayer up 17 seconds is all you really need

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      Instrumental

    • 69 . The Everlasting Gaze
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      Length: 4:00

      BMI Number: 5090964

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      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      Now you know where I’ve been

      As you sleep, torn I am

      Weighted down patiently

      Born of love

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      I’m just living in my head

      Forever waiting on the ways of your desire

      You always find a way

      And through it all, into us all you move

      Forgotten touch

      Forbidden thought

      We can never have enough

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      Found below, the creatures scream

      Stranglehold, a god machine

      Begin to tear us out

      What is hell

      You know I’m, you know I’m not dead

      I’m just the tears inside your head

      Forever waiting on the ways of your desire

      You always find a way

      And through it all, into us all you move

      Forgotten touch

      Forbidden thought

      We can never have enough

      You know I’m not dead

      We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze

      Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway

      But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog

      The fickle fascination of an everlasting god

      You know I’m not dead

      I’m just living in my head

      Forever waiting

      Forever waiting a cruel death

      You know I’m not dead

      I’m just living for myself

      Forever waiting

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

      You know I’m not dead

    • 70 . Raindrops + Sunshowers
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      Length: 4:39

      BMI Number: 5246469

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      Rain falls on everyone

      The same old rain

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      I send my echo out

      To get your love without

      Obscured reflections of

      My love

      Rain falls on everyone

      The same old rain

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      I’ll save a prayer for you

      So lost and longing too

      Be dragged through dirty streets

      Wrapped up in clean white sheets

      And if you think they’ll watch you now

      You should know they won’t

      Rain falls on everyone

      The same old rain

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      I send my echo out

      To get your love without

      Obscure reflections of

      Of my secret love

      Force down the words about

      To get your love without

      Obscured reflections of my love

      And I’m just trying to talk to you

      Between the raindrops

      Rain falls on everyone

      The same old rain

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      Rain falls on everyone

      The same old rain

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

      And I’m just trying to walk with you

      Between the raindrops

    • 71 . Stand Inside Your Love
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      Length: 4:13

      BMI Number: 5090965

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      You and me

      Meant to be

      Immutable

      Impossible

      It’s destiny

      Pure lunacy

      Incalculable

      Inseparable

      And for the last time

      You’re everything that I want and asked for

      You’re all that I dream

      Who wouldn’t be the one you love

      Who wouldn’t stand inside your love

      Protected and the lover of

      A pure soul

      And beautiful

      You

      Don’t understand

      Don’t feel me now

      I will breath

      For the both of us

      Travel the world

      Traverse the skies

      Your home is here

      Within my heart

      And for the first time

      I feel as though I am reborn in my mind

      Recast as child and mystic sage

      Who wouldn’t be the one you love

      Who wouldn’t stand inside your love

      For the first time

      I’m telling how much I need and bleed for

      Your every move and waking sound in my time

      I’ll wrap my wrap my wire around your heart

      And your mind

      You’re mine forever now

      Who wouldn’t be the one you love and live for

      Who wouldn’t stand inside your love and die for

      Who wouldn’t be the one you love

    • 72 . I Of The Mourning
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      Length: 4:36

      BMI Number: 5246448

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      Radio, play my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      Radio
      Radio, please don’t go
      Radio
      I peer through curtains on empty streets
      Behind a wall of caller I.d.
      No one’s out there
      To hear if I care
      About the troubles in the air
      As I of the mourning now come
      Pick up where my thoughts left off
      Cause I’m home to die on my own
      As my radio plays my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, don’t you know
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      I’ve blown the dust off my guitars
      In the attic with the stars
      I read your letters to feel better
      My tears upon the fading ink
      Cause I of the mourning now come
      Pick up where my thoughts left off
      Cause I’m home to die on my own
      As my radio plays my favorite song
      Radio, radio
      Radio, I’m alone
      Radio, radio
      Radio, please don’t go
      I sit in the dark light
      To wait for ghost night
      To bring the past alive
      To make a toast to life
      Cause I have survived
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want to change
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      Radio, radio, radio, radio
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want
      What is it you want to change
      What is it you want to change

    • 73 . The Sacred And Profane
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      Length: 4:20

      BMI Number: 5246456

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      Give me tears

      Give me love

      Let me rest

      Lord above

      Send the bored

      Your restless

      The feedback-scarred

      Devotionless

      You’re all a part of me now

      And if I fall

      You’re all a part of me now

      In the sun

      You’re all a part of me now

      You’re all a part of me now

      Will our love ever be enough

      Just in time to prove

      Will our words ever be enough

      Just in time to lose

      Give me sight

      And barren breast

      Pure snow

      And happiness

      Give me time

      Give me peace

      And I will prove

      My release

      You’re all a part of me now

      And if I fall

      You’re all a part of me now

      Trapped in the sun

      You’re all a part of me now

      You’re all a part of me now

      Will our love ever be enough

      Just in time to prove

      Will our time ever be enough

      Will our love ever be enough

      You’re all a part of me now

      And if I fall

      You’re all a part of me now

      In the sun

      You’re all a part of me now

      You’re all a part of me now

      You’re all a part of me now

      And if I fall

      You’re all a part of me now

      Trapped in the sun

      You’re all a part of me now

      Will our love ever be enough

      Will our love ever be enough

      Will our love ever be enough

      Just in time to prove

    • 74 . Try, Try, Try
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      Length: 5:09

      BMI Number: 5246453

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      Pop tart

      What’s our mission

      Do we know

      But never listen

      For too long

      They held me under

      But I hear

      It’s almost over

      In detroit

      On a memphis train

      Like you said

      It’s down in the heat and the summer rain of

      The automatic gauze of your memories

      Down in the sleep at the airplane races

      Try to hold on

      To this heart

      A little bit longer

      Try to hold on

      To this love

      Aloud

      Try to hold on

      For this heart’s

      A little bit colder

      Try to hold on

      To this love

      Paperback scrawl your hidden poem

      Written around the dried out flowers

      Here we are still trading places

      To try to hold on

      Pop tart

      Can you envision

      A free world

      Of clear division

      For too long

      They held us under

      But I know

      We’re getting over

      In detroit

      With the nashville tears

      Like you said

      It’s down in the heat with the broken numbers

      Down in the gaze of solemnity

      Down in the way you held together

      To try to hold on

      To this heart

      A little bit closer

      Try to hold on

      To this love

      Aloud

      Try to hold on

      For this heart’s

      A little bit older

      Try to hold on

      To this love

      Aloud

      And we are still alive

      Try to hold on

      And we have survived

      Try to hold on

      And no one should deny

      We try to hold on

      To the pulse of a feedback current

      Into the flow of the cryptic movement

      Slapback kills the ancient remnants

      That try to hold on

      Try to hold on

      To this heart

      Alive

      Try to hold on

      To this love

      Aloud

      Try to hold on

      And we are still alive

      Try to hold on

      And we have survived

      Try to hold on

      Pop tart

      You never listen

      Skinned knees

      Try to hold on

      Stop start

      What’s our mission

      Skinned knees

      Try to hold on

    • 75 . Heavy Metal Machine
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      Length: 5:52

      BMI Number: 5246449

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      If I were alive
      If I were real
      Would you survive
      What would you feel
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      As sentimental as our broken dreams
      Let me die for rock and roll
      Let me die to save your soul
      Let me die, let me die rock and roll
      Let the world forgive the past
      Let all the girls kiss the boys at last
      Let me go, let me go rock and roll
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      We’re the metal, in their metal machines
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      If I were dead
      Would my records sell
      Could you even tell
      Is it just as well
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      It’s elemental, to all the rust it brings
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Let me die for rock and roll
      Let me die and save my soul
      Let me go, let me go rock and roll
      Let the world forgive the past
      Let all the girls kiss the boys at last
      Let me go, let me die rock and roll
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      We’re the metal, in their droning schemes
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Will I survive
      Is it up to me
      Could you understand
      That it’s not yours to keep
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine
      Heavy metal, heavy metal machine

    • 76 . This Time
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      Length: 4:43

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      This time I need to know

      I really must be told

      If it’s over

      It’s up to you, you know

      The things you really want to hold

      Are in pieces

      Crashing down

      Crashing down again

      Crashing down

      Crashing down my friends

      I’ve got to move it on

      I’ve got to sing my song

      While I still can

      Dispatch the last alarms

      Hand out the last few charms

      There’s no surprises

      Only love

      Only love can win

      Crashing down

      Crashing down again

      Only love, yeah

      Only love will win

      Crashing down

      Crashing down again

      This time I need to know

      I really must be told

      That it’s over

      I’ve lived my life alone

      My every step fortold

      To never linger

      And yet it haunts me so

      What are we letting go

      Our spell is broken

      Crashing down

      Crashing down my friends

      Crashing down

      Crashing down again

      Only love, yeah

      Only love will be enough, yeah

      Only love will win

      For every chemical

      You trade a piece of your soul

      With no return

      And who you think you know

      Doesn’t know you at all

      Their drain is needless

      Someday we’ll wave hello

      And wish we’d never waved goodbye

      To this romance

      We’ll drink up every line

      And shoot up every word

      Till it’s no more

      Crashing down

      Crashing down my friends

      Only love

      Only love can win

      So cry these tears

      We’ll cry as all

      We’ve held so long

      To fall apart

      As the curtain falls

      We bid you all goodnight

    • 77 . The Imploding Voice
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      Length: 4:24

      BMI Number: 5246461

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      Everywhere you are

      Is everywhere you’ve been

      Just lost to the beat

      Punching through your skin

      You don’t know what to do

      But still you wanna crawl

      All through the broken glass

      That’s everywhere you are

      Your love must always be true

      Your love must always be you

      Everywhere you are

      Anywhere you go

      Even if you’re starved

      It matters what you do

      But if even if you’ve gone too far

      You can follow you

      Everywhere you are

      And in your mind

      You were alone

      All this time

      With everything you are

      And every smile you wore

      Still locked in your heart

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Every single chard

      Everywhere you are

      You’re never too far

      Cause anywhere you go

      Even to the stars

      All you have to do

      Is play the part of who you are

      The rest is up to you

      Phase unwound

      By yourself

      Atom bomb

      On the shelf, unsung

      Pause of light

      Pulse of life

      New face dawns

      Everywhere you are

      And everywhere you go

      Even if you’re down

      Even if you’re low

      It’s in the thought of you

      It’s in the eyes of all

      Astride a storried past

      That’s everywhere you are

      Your love must always be true

      Your love must always be you

      Everywhere you are

      Anywhere you go

      Even if you’re scarred

      It’s all a part of you

      But ever should you put it down

      You can never lose me

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

      Everywhere you are

    • 78 . Glass And The Ghost Children
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      Length: 9:55

      BMI Number: 5246447

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      To the center of the earth
      Or anywhere god decides
      Full of fever pulling forth
      We hear our call as all
      And to the center of the earth
      As if written in
      And dna is reaching out
      To your frequency
      I want to live
      And don’t want to die
      I want to live
      I want to try
      All in prayer
      Prayer in all
      All are scared
      Scared of all
      Black rooms are calling
      To men in leather coats
      White labs are cooking
      Up the silver ghost
      The glass migrates under
      Her translucent skin
      And all the spiders wonder
      What we’ve got us in
      All is you
      You are all
      All with you
      You in all
      I want to live
      I don’t want to die
      I want to live
      I want to try
      So, it’s all very obtuse
      Because it’s all like, like, I don’t know
      So, like, I started thinking
      That everything I operate on
      Is based on what I believe god was telling me to do
      God could be my intuition or whatever
      But I always assume
      I always assume that the voice I hear is the voice of god
      Then I started thinking
      What if I’m insane
      So I’m operating on the premise
      That I’m hearing the voice of god
      Or what I perceive to be god speaking to me
      Or through me
      But maybe I’m completely in…
      So all my…
      Demagoguery in my life about me thinking that my life has importance
      My, my..
      Thinking that my life has importance
      My, my, my thought of it
      And the fact that I believe that I’m following my intuition
      Which in and of itself may be completely false
      So then I started freaking out thinking…
      Of itself may be completely false
      And again this creature that believes that he’s acting upon
      Heavenly intuition, but meanwhile he’s totally rampant
      And I started thinking maybe this is the cause
      Of all the negativity against…
      And I started thinking maybe this is the cause
      Of all the negativity against…
      And I started thinking maybe this is the cause
      Of all the negativity against…
      So beats the final coda
      Of our vinyl storm
      One more cherry cola
      To lift up her dead arms
      A dream of soft focus sunsets
      Filters through the din
      We are losing contact
      As she dials it in
      She can hear glass calling
      Or is it someone that looks like him
      She eyes TV reflection
      And nods a knowing look
      She says it doesn’t matter
      She’d never liked her looks
      I have seen a thousand fractures
      I have seen everything
      Cause knowing is its own answer
      Love something in a book
      There’s not much left to ponder
      Not much left to cook
      As she counted the spiders
      As they crawled up inside her
      As she counted the spiders
      As they crawled up inside her
      As she counted the spiders
      As they crawled up inside her
      As she counted the spiders
      As they crawled up inside her
      As she counted the spiders
      As they crawled up inside her
      As she counted the spiders, oh

    • 79 . Wound
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      Length: 3:57

      BMI Number: 5246446

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      There you are

      As you always were

      In bathing light

      And naked blur

      You’re a part of me

      Eternal wone

      My grand design

      And setting sun

      If you wait, I will wait

      Taste, I will taste

      If you love, I will love

      Run, I will run

      To my last breath

      Last night I turned around and thought I saw myself turning

      Inside the strangest dream of life unloved and cities burning

      Awake in my arms

      You cry unharmed

      Our age of the hours

      When they still devour all

      So take it all

      I doubt if we

      Will know it’s gone

      Cause we’ve been here

      Since time began

      Begged god awake

      And make these plans

      Wound opens

      Reveal this broken man

      And soon there’s notions

      Of blood on his hands

      If you wait, I will wait

      Taste, I will taste

      If you love, I will love

      Run, I will run

      To my last breath

      Last night I turned around, I thought I saw myself turning

      Last night I turned around and thought I watched the world ending

      Inside the crushing I felt a pang, the tide was turning

      Destroyed in the wake

      The jealous ingrates

      Will tear this world down

      To spite god above

      With his own love

      With his own love

      If you wait

      If you wait

      If you wait, I will wait

      Taste, I will taste

      If you love, I will love

      Run, I will run

      To my last breath

    • 80 . The Crying Tree Of Mercury
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      Length: 3:43

      BMI Number: 5246443

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      This is the song I’ve been singing my whole life

      I’ve been waiting like a knife

      To cut open your heart

      And bleed my soul to you

      I did it all for you

      You and you and you and you

      This is the sound I’ve been making my whole life

      I’ve been waiting for this night

      To clear up all the talk

      Although I’m selfish to a fault

      Is it selfish, it’s you I want

      You, I did it all for you

      This love will stand as long as you

      There’s really no excuse

      I did it all for you

      These are the tears I’ve been crying my whole life

      Like an ocean of desire

      I’m reaching through the noise

      Across the dusk of time

      Within the lilting lights

      I am singing out to you

    • 81 . With Every Light
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      Length: 3:56

      BMI Number: 5246442

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      Taking over, we’re taking over

      Throw the weight up off your shoulders, now

      That we can show our love

      It’s almost over, it’s almost over

      No more war and no more soldiers

      To stand against his love

      Away with all the troubles that you’ve made

      Away with waiting for another day

      Away

      Look ma, the sun is shining on me

      Impatient, in love, and aching to be

      Could you believe in heaven

      If heaven was all you had

      Taking over, we’re taking over

      Throw away your four leafed clovers

      And stand beside this love

      Away with everything you’ve grown to hate

      Away with anything that holds you safe

      Away

      And every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      Every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      Every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      I’m never alone

      Look ma, the sun is shining on me

      Taking my time to do as I please

      Could you believe in heaven

      If heaven was all you had

      The sun beaming, radiating

      All the love we are creating

      We are creating

      And every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      Every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      Every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      Every light I’ve found

      Is every light that’s shining down on me

      I’m never alone

    • 82 . Blue Skies Bring Tears
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      Length: 5:42

      BMI Number: 5246441

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      Unleash the armageddon
      So all the children go to heaven
      I sit by quiet still
      With their pictures on my eyes
      You’ll draw the guns you’re given
      Write down the words as written
      And never disturb the presence
      Of resurrection crutch
      And it’s about time
      It’s about drawing near
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Descend the darkened stairways
      Make hate with plastic playmates
      And fire out remaining traces
      Of your self esteem
      Mainline the deepest secrets
      Lick clean the dirty fingers
      I am a stranger to you
      As you are to yourself
      And it’s about time
      It’s about fear
      Blue skies bring tears
      Don’t you want me (don’t want you)
      As I awake the city sight
      We’ll watch the seasons die
      Blue skies bring tears
      Take me inside your body
      Blue skies bring tears
      Cover me with your soul
      Blue skies bring tears
      To the darkest recess
      Blue skies bring tears
      Is where I wish to go
      Blue skies bring tears
      You are the sweetest flower
      Blue skies bring tears
      That I have ever devoured
      Blue skies bring tears
      I ask for nothing given
      Blue skies bring tears
      For nothing in return
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears
      Blue skies bring tears

    • 83 . Age Of Innocence
      Details

      Length: 3:53

      BMI Number: 5246440

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      We dismiss
      The backroads
      And ride these streets
      Unafraid
      Resigned to
      Scraping paint
      From our bones
      Unashamed
      No more the eye upon you
      No more the simple man
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have guessed
      All is never shown
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      And in my prayers
      I dream alone
      A silent speech
      To deaf ear
      If you want love
      You must be love
      But if you bleed love
      You will die love
      No more the lie upon you
      Cast in stone and autumn shade
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have sensed
      We won’t make it home
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Before the rites of spring
      Come to mean all things
      A little taste of what may come
      A mere glimpse of what has gone
      Cause for the moment we are free
      We seek to bind our release
      Too young to die, too rich to care
      Too fucked to swear that I was there
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no
      As you might have guessed
      We won’t make it home
      Desolation yes
      Hesitation no

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