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“From a 100m cassette, given by BC to an online fan in April 2000 with instructions to “circulate these”. Originally, it was supposed to be a 90m cassette with more recent material, but he screwed up the tape somehow, & dug this one out instead.”

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  • Billy’s Gravity Demos I
    •  1 . Jellybelly
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      Title extra: Billy's Gravity Demos I version

      Length: 3:04

      Written By:

      BMI Number: 2035559

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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      Welcome to nowhere fast

      Nothing here ever lasts

      Nothing but memories

      Of what never was

      We’re nowhere, we’re nowhere, we’re nowhere to be

      Nowhere, we’re nowhere, we’re nowhere to see

      Living makes me sick

      So sick I wish I’d die

      Down in the belly of the beast

      I can’t lie

      You’re nowhere, you’re nowhere, you’re nowhere to be

      Nowhere, you’re nowhere, you’re nowhere to see

      There’s nothing left to do

      There’s nothing left to feel

      Doesn’t matter what you want, so

      To make yourself feel better

      You make it so you’ll never

      Give in to your forevers

      And live for always

      And forever, forever, you’re forever to be

      Forever, forever, you’re forever to me

    •  2 . Beautiful One
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      Length: 3:00

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Ugly.

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      I don’t look in the mirror
      I don’t like what I see staring back at me
      Everything is clearer
      I’ll never see what you see
      It’s not me
      So beautiful and free
      I’ll never be what you need
      I can’t help it at all
      I was born so beautiful
      But now I’m ugly
      And I rot in my skin
      As a piece of me dies everyday
      I know I’m nothing
      I know there’s nothing I can say
      To change
      The judgement in their ways
      I’ll never be what you need
      I can’t help it at all
      My love was so beautiful
      But now I’m ugly
      Yeah…
      I’m good enough, but I don’t care
      I’m good enough, but I’m not there
      I’m good enough, but I don’t care
      The sun is out, but I’m not there
      (I can go anywhere) I’m good enough, but I don’t care (…somewhere)
      (I can go anywhere) The sun is out, but I’m not there (…somewhere)
      (I can go anywhere) I’m good enough (…somewhere)
      (I can go anywhere) I’m good enough (…somewhere)
      I don’t look in the mirror
      I don’t like what I see staring back at me
      Everything is clearer
      I’ll never see what you see
      And I rot in my skin
      As a piece of me dies everyday
      I know I’m nothing
      Because I’m ugly

    •  3 . Bullet With Butterfly Wings
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      Title extra: Billy's Gravity Demos I version

      Length: 3:55

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      BMI Number: 1995912

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      The world is a vampire, sent to drain
      Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
      And what do I get, for my pain
      Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
      Even though I know-i suppose I’ll show
      All my cool and cold-like old job
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Now I’m naked, nothing but an animal
      But can you fake it, for just one more show
      And what do you want, I want to change
      And what have you got
      When you feel the same
      Even though I know-i suppose I’ll show
      All my cool and cold-like old job
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      Tell me I’m the only one
      Tell me there’s no other one
      Jesus was an only son
      Tell me I’m the chosen one
      Jesus was an only son for you
      Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
      And I still believe that I cannot be saved

    •  4 . No Escape
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      Length: 2:47

      Additional Info: Instrumental (aka Weeping Willowly, included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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    •  5 . To Forgive For Nothing Less
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      Length: 3:58

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for To Forgive.

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    •  6 . Blast
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      Length: 4:13

      Additional Info: Instrumental (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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      Instrumental

    •  7 . Descendo
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      Length: 3:56

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Mouth Of Babes.

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      So here we are
      True superstars
      We’re so real from afar and now
      Now you’re with us now
      And the mouths of babes sing revolution
      And the mouths of babes scream disillusion
      You can’t break what’s already broken
      Cause from the mouths of babes comes nothing
      The “dream” was a sham
      For saving what you can’t
      And now they’re me but I’m not them
      I am you and you are me
      It’s in the ways I walk thru fire
      It’s in the ways of my desire
      And when I said that you’re no good
      What I meant was I wish you could
      Be there forever
      Be young forever
      I wish you were there
      So now I bid farewell
      Beyond the bounds of hell
      And now you’ll swear you knew us well
      Well you can never tell
      And the mouths of babes sing revolution
      And the mouths of babes scream disillusion
      You can’t break what’s already broken
      Cause from the mouths of babes comes nothing

    •  8 . And I Stumbled Onto You
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      Length: 2:13

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Pennies.

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      And I stumbled onto you
      As you stumbled over me
      And you say the fates were cruel
      For throwing us together
      I always loved you so
      Especially when you’d go
      All the world must know
      All the world must know
      That I loved you so
      It’s a pity we’re apart
      It’s a shame you broke my heart
      But I’ve got a new girlfriend
      She looks a lot like you dear
      No one could ever do dear
      All the world must know
      That I loved you so
      Especially when you’d go
      Especially when you’d go
      Especially when you’d go
      Away and leave me here
      All the world must know
      Pennies for sale
      Pennies for sale
      Pennies for sale
      Pennies for sale

    •  9 . Dizzle
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      Length: 2:09

      Additional Info: "Take 2" says Billy Corgan at the beginning, for the rest instrumental.

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      Instrumental

    • 10 . A/Ab/E/B/F#
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      Length: 2:46

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      Instrumental

    • 11 . Rings
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      Length: 3:57

      Additional Info: Instrumental (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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    • 12 . James Complex Song
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      Length: 3:13

      Additional Info: Instrumental (aka So So Pretty, included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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    • 13 . With Longing
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      Length: 3:17

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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    • 14 . Straight Ab
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      Length: 3:44

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Love.

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    • 15 . Set The Ray To Jerry
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      Title extra: Billy's Gravity Demos I version

      Length: 2:33

      BMI Number: 1776130

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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      Born to please, every simple need

      I stand alone in my thoughts indeed

      Hate you

      For ever making me

      I’m in you, I’m your anything

      And I- want you

      And I- need you

      And all you are is brand new

      And I- need you

      Come to me, let me hold you still

      I’m so tired, just as tired as you

      Take me for anyone but me

      All that you feel is never true

      And I- want you

      And I- need you

      And all you are is brand new

      And I- need you

      When you say that you are

      Forever my star

      Could never let you go, no, no

      And never let you know

      Let roar these fears

      To the whore of my tears

      Pure as a lie, I pour to your eyes

      Suck you like the sap from a tree

      Honey from the dew, from the bumblebees, yeah yeah

      And I- want you

      And I- need you

      And all you are is brand new

      And I- need you

      When you say that you are

      Forever my star

      Could never let you go, no, no

      Never let you know

      And I- want you

      And I- need you

      And all you are is brand new

      And I- need you

    • 16 . The Innocents
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      Length: 4:09

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Galapogos.

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    • 17 . A Drone
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      Length: 3:48

      Additional Info: Instrumental (aka Speed, included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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      All the worlds that we possess
      Are slipping thru our hands
      Chances are we’ll not return
      To know or understand
      But from the same self ether springs
      The flowers of which your garden grows
      As the gods breathe their sweetened breath
      Upon the backs of us all
      Can you feel it?
      In your bones
      Can you feel it?
      On your own
      I am just a question mark
      Hanging on the wall
      Choke me back with inspirations
      Too numerous to care
      Come on in the water’s warm
      We’re waiting for you now
      Take the plunge you can’t escape
      The feelings if you dare
      Can you feel it?
      In your bones
      Can you feel it?
      On your own
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      Everything I give to you
      I give it for myself
      Everything I need from you
      I need it for myself
      Everything I take from you
      I take it for myself
      Everything I want from you
      I want it for myself
      Can you feel it?
      In your bones
      Can you feel it?
      On your own
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      ‘Cause on my own, I can’t escape you all
      And on my own, I can’t escape you all
      Not at all
      Not at all
      Not at all

    • 18 . Busy Downtune Bb/G
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      Length: 2:43

      Additional Info: Instrumental (aka Lucky Lad, included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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      Instrumental

    • 19 . Jackboot
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      Length: 5:05

      Additional Info: Instrumental (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release). This guitarjam was many times included in the song Silverfuck during the Siamese Dream era concerts.

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    • 20 . New Wave A To G
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      Length: 3:17

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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    • 21 . A/B/G Drop A
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      Length: 3:00

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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      Instrumental

    • 22 . Glamey Glamay
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      Length: 4:00

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Marquis In Spades.

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      [“Rolling…” “I was just on another planet for a sec…”
      “Run it back, Mole… (amp on) …fucker…”]
      And I’d love you to notice
      I’m devoted
      To destroy for no one
      Now it’s that time again to take revenge
      On all the debutantes and their friends
      The bitter charlemagnes so self-absorbed
      The bodily remains such a bore
      Hey, yeah
      Was I good enough to break you
      Hey, yeah
      And all I see is empty
      ‘Cause now I’m one of them
      So adored
      The slink of impotence
      That money can afford
      We know who you are and where you live
      Is your innocence all that you can give
      Hey, yeah
      Was I good enough to break you
      Hey, yeah
      In the back of the car
      The angel dust was given back to the stars
      Hey, yeah
      Was I good enough to break you
      Hey, yeah
      And in this fall from grace
      We’ll meet again
      Another time another place
      I’ve been down deep in you and me
      Let’s see where we can go
      Yeah yeah yeah
      Angels, barbed wire
      Fuck you, desire

    • 23 . Walking Country
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      Length: 2:33

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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    • 24 . Tonite Tonite
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      Length: 2:08

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for Tonight, Tonight.

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    • 25 . The Groover
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      Length: 5:17

      Additional Info: Instrumental (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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    • 26 . New Wave Echo
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      Length: 2:58

      Additional Info: Instrumental, aka Germans In Leather Pants, aka Shame On You.

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    • 27 . Milieu
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      Title extra: (aka Pretty Drop A)

      Length: 1:38

      Additional Info: Instrumental (aka Milieu, included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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    • 28 . E-Drone E/C#/A
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      Length: 2:50

      Additional Info: Instrumental.

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      Instrumental

    • 29 . Disconnected
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      Length: 3:47

      Additional Info: Instrumental, working title for The Aeroplane Flies High (also included as a snippet in Pastichio Medley on the Zero CD single release).

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      Love is a sentimental heart
      Life is a sentimental way
      Spy the fragile heart so cursed
      As he walks across this earth
      I’m disconnected by your smile
      Disconnect a million miles
      And what you promised me
      I hope will set you free
      I’m disconnected by your smile
      And all I gave to you is lost
      And all you took from me is lost
      Black wings carry me so high
      Up to meet you in the sky
      I’m disconnected by your smile
      Disconnect a million miles
      And what you promised me
      I hope will set you free
      I’m disconnected by your smile
      Wishing you were real to me
      Wishing I could make believe
      I’ll take my secrets to the grave
      Safely held beneath the waves
      Always knew I couldn’t save
      Always knew I couldn’t save you

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